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Welcome to the Magic Places podcast.

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Before the, Ayahuasca

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before the mad

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Jake P podcast.

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Still releasing.

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There have actually been people downloading,

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which is really cool.

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People have been listening.

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85

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percent

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of you listen to 75

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percent

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or more

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of my episodes.

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That's cool.

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There were 54 downloads

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last Wednesday. That's cool. It's like, 50 people.

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So

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who knows?

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Who knows who is receiving these transmissions,

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Send me an email dave dot k dot

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gmail dot com.

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If you'd like, send me a Facebook message

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if you'd like,

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18940

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downloads.

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All time of the magic podcast.

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Not bad.

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Not bad.

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Not 18000 per episode, not a million per

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episode. 18000 total, it's probably averages 50 per

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episode.

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It's 50 people

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who otherwise would not listen to my rambling.

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Hopefully you take something from it.

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Hopefully, you take the

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the human,

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the human side,

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the

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we're all human. I'm human.

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You're human. We have to let each other

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be fucking human.

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We are not perfect.

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I am not perfect.

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I am 1 of the craziest motherfuckers you

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ever met.

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I assure you.

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And sometimes I just... Sometimes the anxiety

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strong in me that I just

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I just wanted I just wanted it over.

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I just wanted to be over.

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I should not have written that fucking book.

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It fucks with me. I don't know. I

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like, don't know you've I don't know what

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I was thinking.

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Writing a book.

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it just opens you up for all this

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shit. All I did was

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tell a story. I just wrote down a

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bunch of stories

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in

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essentially, in in in service of telling a

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bigger story.

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you know, when people don't like your shit,

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as I've said before, they don't say anything.

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Someone

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this old friend of mine who's a

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complete

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psychotic

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alcoholic who Ahead and talked to in a

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few years

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kinda... We got back in touch, and I

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thought maybe this person was

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sober this time and then we're texting 1

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day, and all of the sudden,

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the tone of the texts changed.

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All of a sudden, everything was a little

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weird.

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And next thing I know. I'm I'm being

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told that my book was shitty or sub

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par at best. And so

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wouldn't surprise me if someone told her that

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or someone thought that, that's fine if you

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think that.

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But I've had enough people

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not think that.

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So if you have...

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It it's no si dream in which everyone

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just agrees. Yeah. That album is fucking awesome

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from start to finish. It's more like

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some people think it's awesome and some people

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think the writing is amateur

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some people just aren't entertained by it. Barely

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anybody finish or completes or finishes a book

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anymore.

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Anyway, But my point is it's just a

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mind fuck. It's a mind fuck dealing with.

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I could not be imagine being

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an artist

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and re, you know, that records an album

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that sells

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10000000 copies. And then

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records another 1, and everybody thinks it sucks,

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and that's all you hear is how bad

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this album sucks.

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that would be

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to an artist.

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it's a narcissistic

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pursuit. Any sort of art that you create

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has some degree of na

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as

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fundamental within it because it's

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it's so you.

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It's so you.

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It's all you. It's like, you had to

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you had to dig into the deepest depths

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of your soul

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to create this thing. And so you're gonna

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come out of it a little bit self

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absorbed. You're gonna have a weird

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relationship to it. You know? So for me

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it was like my baby,

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and then people

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think your baby sucks,

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you know, and it's like,

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what you're gonna do.

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It's not for everybody. You are not for

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everybody. You are for your people. But

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but again, sometimes the anxiety around the whole

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thing

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attacks me. And it's it's like it's like

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being...

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It's like the devil is capturing me or

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something. It's fucking crazy. So

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don't make art.

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Stop making art. It would be...

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It it just got me present to, like,

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2 guys, I know. 1, they're both painters,

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and 1 of them had a this is

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a long time ago, 1 of them had

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an art show.

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he was just... Like... There were

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pieces of art from both of these people

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who I knew

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for sale.

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sold like,

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I don't know, 15000 dollars worth of art,

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and the other guy didn't sell any.

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How do you think the other guy feels

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or felt.

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It's like, I poured my entire heart and

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soul into this thing? And then I

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went so far is to be part of

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an art show,

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and people showed up and nobody bought my

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art, but everybody bought the other guy's art.

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Like that's the most. That's like

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that's like suicide shit.

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At least some people liked my book.

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So I don't have to go there.

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I don't have to go to... I don't

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have to go. I go to the suicide.

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I go to the suicide route for other

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reasons.

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anxiety related to

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some of the other responses.

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I got a cup... I got an ear

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full from somebody that I grew up with,

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and there's this other person that won't

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talk to me. Hasn't even read it. Won't

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talk to me ever again and,

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you know, it's just like, fuck. What are

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you gonna do. And I was I was

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responsible,

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I I spoke with people ahead of time.

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I told people.

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You know, all names were changed except for

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1, and I got permission from the widow

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of that person whose

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name was

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not changed.

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Explicit permission multiple times. I got explicit permission

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from a few people.

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I guess art... I've I read a quote

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that said art should

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disturb the comfortable

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and comfort the disturbed.

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And I think my book did that. Can

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you hear the na? Can you hear the

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na and all this? I think it did.

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I think it fucked some comfortable people up

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and that's just

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the way it is. That's that means the

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art done art, the art done done the

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art job.

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long after it came out, and, colleague of

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mine said to me. I... Shared all this

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before. So just skip this episode if you

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want.

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He said if if the art was bad,

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you'd be hearing crickets, and then I was

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So the art done art.

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Fucking art.

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I've heard it said, I believe Osha said

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that creativity is the most

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profound form of rebellion or effective form of

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It's the best way to rebel is by

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it's all we got.

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does it seem like most of the population

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is just under some sort of tran.

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It's like, yes.

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Pete, there's just...

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There is a shit show going on.

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there is such a shit show going on.

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foreign powers

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are watching

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the shit show. The president is Mia.

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Last I checked. Nobody knows where he is.

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The president resigned

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or... No. There was there was a coup

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of some sort. Like, they they ousted Biden,

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like Biden released this weird letter on Twitter

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that said he's not gonna run. He didn't

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resign. He said he's not gonna run for

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reelection. The last person that did that was

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L j in the midst of the Vietnam

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war. He then went on to drink himself

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to death in his Texas ranch,

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according to my

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history of war professor

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American warfare professor back in college. His name

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was professor Gui who he was drunk all

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the time.

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And he brought history alive. This dude was

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awesome But that's what happened to L j.

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The Vietnam war just it just wore away

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at him.

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You know, he's got dementia or Parkinson's and

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I mean, please. Can we just admit that

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whoever it was. It's like Fox News and

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and those news sources are like, he's insane.

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He's lost his mind. He's got dementia. And

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then the Msn, you know, at the Msnbc

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nbc's and the Cnn of the world, are

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they're like, he's great. This is the best

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Biden. He's doing wonderful.

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He's great.

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Fuck fox news. Fuck those conservative republican pieces

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of shit.

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the Democrats

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Ms msn and the Cnn

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are

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like,

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admitting he's insane, insisting he should resign and

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then

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seemingly c him out and then replacing him

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with Kamala

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without an election of any sort? Isn't there

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supposed to be an election?

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Right?

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So anyway, this is all just completely fucking

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insane.

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Most people,

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there are a lot of people who are

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completely entrance by this thing. They're just captured,

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but I think more and more people are

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just like this is fucked up.

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Something ain't right.

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Something is not right people.

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This does not

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help with the anxiety

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I experience.

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About the book and everything else. It just

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contributes to it. So I am just trying

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to stay the fuck

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off

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Youtube

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and

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Facebook,

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unsuccessfully,

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unsuccessfully trying.

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And and

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I'm trying to learn Blue grass. I'm actually

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succeeding in learning blue grass.

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Blue grass flat picking is

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so

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freaking fascinating and fun to learn. It's really

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challenging, but it's also very accessible.

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But I'm...

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I've been spending minimum 2 hours a day,

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just learning these

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flat picking songs.

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I've got 1 of them down. It's called

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Salt Creek, and I'm working on that on

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this other 1 called Cherokee Shuffle, which is

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such a fucking cool song. Look it up.

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A cherokee shuffle.

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And that's my act of rebellion.

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What is yours?

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What is your act of rebellion?

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Are you h amortized as well? If you're

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listening to the magic p podcast, you're probably

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not entirely h ties.

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Some of you might be clinging to something,

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as am I,

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And I've been very wrong on this podcast

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as I've said before. It's

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it's it's hard to... It's not really hard

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to admit when you're wrong. It's hard

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knowing

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that

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you got caught up in some sort of

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tran, you got h

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by something,

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and then said things from that state of

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being advertised

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that alienate

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people from you.

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It's all from it's all from propaganda.

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Like, think about

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prop the propaganda that the Nazis were able

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to pull off with, like, pamphlets. They would

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just like drop pamphlets.

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Pamphlets about Jews. You know, you had to

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like,

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like, I don't know what you had to

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go through to get a copy of mine

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comp.

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But that was like the propaganda to mine

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comp, and I'm just imagining paper pamphlets.

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Paper pamphlets being handed handed out by Nazi

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sympathize.

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Think of what how powerful that propaganda was.

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Right? Think of what that sort of

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paper hand out propaganda

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was able to accomplish 6000000 people.

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And so so imagine then what

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technology

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mixed with propaganda

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is capable of.

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Like, who knows

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what they are sitting around

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figuring out

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regarding

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broadcasts

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impacts or how broadcast

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affect

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the human mind or our psychology.

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Just imagine the

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sinister

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store sort of

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things that are more than likely happening

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behind the scenes at some of these media

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outlets

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I can't believe I'm saying this shit, but

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it occurs as if Fox is more truthful

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than the other ones.

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At least they own that, like,

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they don't like certain things. At least they

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own that, like, they don't agree with the

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homosexual lifestyle or whatever. At least they don't

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hide their bigotry. But I have noticed that

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even a lot of the conservatives are now.

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You hear I'm saying,

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I don't care if you're gay. Just keep

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the pride stuff away from the kids. I

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don't care if you're gay.

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Just keep people with penis out of my,

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out of women's restrooms or locker rooms. I

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don't care if you're gay, just

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please don't have a 6 foot 4

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woman with a penis, kicking the shit out

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of all of the other little college girls

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at swimming.

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So I've kinda noticed that. There's almost like

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this weird sort of tolerance kind of baked

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into it.

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But

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it seems as if

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again, like,

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there is...

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It's like less deception on be heart of

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on behalf of the

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the conservatives.

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Charlie Kirk being 1 like Charlie Kirk,

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doesn't seem like a bad guy to me.

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Tucker Carlson doesn't seem like a bad guy

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to me.

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Who else?

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The, like, Meghan Kelly doesn't seem like a

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terrible person to me. A lot of these

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conservatives are just saying, Don't you see how

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fucking ridiculous all this shit is?

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Can't you see?

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Can't you see that a 6 foot 480...

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Hundred 85 pound person with a penis

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kicked the shit

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out of this other

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girl in swimming or these other girls that

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swimming me? Like, is it... Are we really

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that bigoted?

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Can't you see? And

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1 day, I was just like, yeah, I

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could totally see. That... I get what you're

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saying that makes sense. I get what I

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get

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what you're saying that makes sense.

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And then, you know, the the woke stuff

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is just, like,

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diversity or die, diversity or die, diversity your

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die.

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So weird.

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So weird. You know? And I don't like

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that I was referring to, like,

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woke people is goddamn woke ins years ago.

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I'm not proud of that. And Was just

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a tran. I was under.

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What can you do? But forgive yourself a

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move on? It occurs as if

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my...

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I'm just I'm just programmed to be tormented.

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The torment will never end

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the torment will never end. Maybe I should

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go to another Ayahuasca ceremony. It's been like,

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12 or 13 years,

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14. I think it's been 14 years Maybe

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that is exactly what the doctor ordered. I

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I was drinking I ayahuasca away before it

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was cool.

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I was... First time I did Ayahuasca was

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in the south side of Chicago in this

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in, like,

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not a very nice neighborhood with 3 people.

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Me and 2 other people and the shaman

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and

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the facilitator.

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And

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that was before I ayahuasca blew up. So

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that's how cool I am.

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To you hear how the hips burnt his

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lip? He drank his coffee before it was

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cool

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anyway,

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that's a whole other thing. The Ayahuasca world.

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Like,

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there is some ko energy floating around in

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those spaces, and there's also some magical

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transformational, beautiful,

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divine

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connected ancient

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transformational

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energy

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in that world

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as well. So

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take it for what it's worth? Does that

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even make sense? Is that even relevant to

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say? I don't know. I'm gonna go back

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to learning Cherokee shuffle?

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And thanks for listening. I appreciate every 1

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of you.

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Have a beautiful night. Bye bye.