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Hey everybody. Thanks for checking out the bonus

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content with Brooks En,

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firefighter.

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We talk about 09:11,

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and

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first responders in general, and he's got some

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pretty intense stories.

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We talk about racism

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and we talk out the media.

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It's a lot of extra information, so check

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it out.

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09:11.

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Now when you're a firefighter and something like

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that happens

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to you immediately think I've gotta get there,

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do you just... I mean, well, how did

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that experience back to you because

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I know it still affects many firefighters.

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I know that y'all lost a lot of

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Brothers and sister that day and,

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you know.

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yeah.

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Where do even start with album.

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Yeah. You gotta go. Like, I was...

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I slept in that day.

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I don't know if I worked today before,

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regardless Someone over another fire house.

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I went into this living room just as

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a second plane hit, and

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you know, you're half asleep. You don't know

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what the hell is going on. You know?

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And

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he got in his truck right after that

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and took off.

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He didn't really tell anybody he just kinda

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did it. And then

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and this this story is all out for

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New York. Yeah. The story

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plays out where. This is just my. I

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understand. Terror. Yeah. You're in Indiana? Mh. Yeah.

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And then another group went, and then I

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was

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I was supposed to go in the group

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after, but by that time it was later,

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they started kind of cord off everything a

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little bit more securely, and

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they said, you know, nobody else is really

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allowed.

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So I never went. Wasn't there. He was

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there,

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then another group of guys I know they

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went. And

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my

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1 of my best friends,

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Tim Brown,

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he was a City environment for

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you know, over to over 20 years, but

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and I can't tell his story like he

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can. But what I will say is

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he

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at the time, he worked before the 09:11,

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he worked on rescue 3, which is 1

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of the elite rescue companies in the world.

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You know, New York has all of them.

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Then he went to work for Mayor Giuliani,

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and was in charge of,

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setting up command post in case of disaster

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strikes.

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So he was,

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and I'm not sure which Tyler was at

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first

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he was in the other

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tower breakfast.

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So the plane hits the first tower

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there's a what is going on. So... And

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I'm gonna cliff note a lot of this.

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And I don't totally exactly

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right telling it, but I'm gonna... When I

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take from it, I'm gonna tell.

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Runs out,

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changes close,

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comes back in

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they realized the plane hit.

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So he goes in the lobby

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to start doing his job. Good work. And

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fire are coming. While all these guys are

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coming in and starting to filter in there

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He saw 1 of his best friends. He,

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Think he lost. I think the number

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was 97

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of his friends. So sad.

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And this story always stuck with me, even

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in it involved the rest of my life,

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and I've heard him tell it a couple

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There's a fire in New York his name

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is Terry

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and he

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got married to a woman named beth.

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She was mary on secretary.

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So then the guy was a captain,

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but this guy was a badass.

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Terry adams is a badass, New York City

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fire in He was tough.

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Was a 10 nation's leader.

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Was just good.

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And he was the captain to rescue 1.

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and so he stood out obviously crowd.

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They get in the lobby. There's a just

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a see a firefighters and Tim sees terry

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and terry. Sees him.

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makes his way to tim, and, you know,

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he had all this gear on. He had

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this big tool in his hand and

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he just gives him this just... They just

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great big bear. Right? Wraps his arm front

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and and he said, I,

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I don't think I'm gonna see her again,

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other I love of you.

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they kissed each other,

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up he goes, and

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the building fell,

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and again, there's stories like plan everywhere. And

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you know in then there's all those guys.

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All 03:43 of them are absolutely fucking heroes.

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Like, I can't even

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begin to describe it. I'm just telling this

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story that I know what I've been told.

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That deserves to be told.

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So the building started to fall,

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and Tim said it was the most deafening

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thing,

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the wind and the sound alone was the

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it. And so, like, in those big buildings

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day building, you see those big concrete

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pillars in the lob,

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like the support pillars.

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So you grabbed onto it, and he grabbed

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onto to it and just hugged it as

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hard as he could, and the wind was

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so blowing so hard.

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It completely picked him up off the ground

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perpendicular

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Just from the the pancake taking up the

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building, collapsing the building created so much wind.

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so... Has so much forced pressure behind. With

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all his equipment off the ground. He had

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lifted him, and he was completely... Whoa.

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to the support column. And he said he

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was holding on for deer life.

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Thinking about his brother. Thinking about his his

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brother firing in providence. Thinking about his brother.

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thinking about everything. He's just... I'm gonna die.

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This is it.

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And all that stopped,

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it was live.

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amazing guy. I love him. And I love

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your time if you listen this, but Did

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he have any

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repercussions from the health stuff this so many?

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guy that I worked with, Like, with you

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were at ground 0, you have... Every year

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you have a ground 0 physical.

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No matter where you are on the country.

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and they do a lot of extra screening

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and stuff like that.

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He's done. He advocates,

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I I don't really wanna

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get into all that, but he

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influential on

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being the voice for these people that die.

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Good. I mean, he should be. I mean,

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as we all should be. That's a thing.

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we all should be.

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especially in that scenario.

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I think there's some point in in time

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as we go about our daily lives, and

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like, you know, tragedy strikes

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in other countries or do you know or

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tsunami or bombs go off or buildings fall

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in our own country or whatever.

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where for moment, we're a human being,

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and that's all it matters,

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and another human being is hurting

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give it a day or a week or

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2 weeks or 3 weeks, we forget.

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forget to thank, you know, the fire man

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when they're in the grocery store. We forget

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say something to her mom dad like, hey,

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what? It's hard to be a parent. Thanks

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for doing a good job or whatever it

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is or, like, say to an old person,

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hey, you've really seen a lot in your

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probably lonely because a lot of old people

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are really freaking lonely. Mh. It's it's, like,

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voiceless

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because 09:11 was x amount of years ago

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now. And people talk about it here and

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and I'm not against conspiracy theorist. I think

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a lot of times they're are right. You

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know? It's it's always a conspiracy until it's

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proven right. But

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just in it, in general, I think things

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happen. In Oklahoma City,

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you know? That was a horrible thing. People

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don't only talk about it. He was there.

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and Tim was at the first

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bull trace ceremony bombing.

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It's right. Yeah. See A lot people don't

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people don't think about. Yeah. It was bombed

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after 9 in October, I think it was

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like, ninth or tenth or something. Whatever. And

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it was... For me, I think fear it

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compounds upon itself and it's very dangerous. Fear

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there was a man on the plane. I

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I was sitting toward the front because I

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get a little air sick sometimes if I

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sit toward the back, so I try and

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sit toward the front.

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There was a man... A seek, you know,

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they have the the turban

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waiting toward the plane. And most people don't

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know how to delineate between different religions. They

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just see a color or

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an outfit and they just make assumptions.

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I can't even tell you the amount of

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hatred that was being

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this man, it was just a dude taking

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a flight had nothing to do with 09:11

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it was not a terrorist. You know? It

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was just a guy with a

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with a turban

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thinking of flight.

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And I just remember feeling so horrible for

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him. You know, that

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I was scared. He was probably terrified side.

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And we got on the plane, and he

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was sitting just sort of cat corner to

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me.

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And I had to get up to go

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the bathroom, and I I just back put

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my hand on... It makes... It it makes

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me actually choke all. I I put my

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hand on his shoulder, and I looked at

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them and as I walked by and just

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just tried to say I love you. Mh.

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Without saying anything. You know what I mean?

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And went to the bathroom and

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is should we forget how to be human

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beings?

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In this stuff.

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So some very horrible people do some very

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horrible things in the world.

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Thank you for all you do to protect

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us.

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I appreciate it.

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Thank you. Yeah.

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Anyway,

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boy, strange times, definitely would be Definitely, you

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know, I was telling someone the other day.

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Said

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I couldn't even imagine being a police officer

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anymore.

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Couldn't do it. It's tough tough times for

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that. Those guys are heroes. You I I

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agree. And a couple bad apples do not

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an orchard make. And... It's unfortunate because it's

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not like the news the news was fear.

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So it's like the news is prop getting

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stories about wonderful police officers doing wonderful things.

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You know, all I talked about is the

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couple really crappy,

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likely racist, horrible

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officers doing really horrible, awful things. Sure. You

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know? And it's true. Racism is alive and

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well in America. Mh. It is.

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And my friends who are black, you know,

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I'd worry for them. I'm a white girl,

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you know? So I'm a girl I'm pretty

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lying too. No. I'm pretty dark skin

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Just

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some color.

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Anyway,

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point being is is, like,

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you know, even as a as a white

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person who loves my black friends, the fact

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that even have to say they're black friends.

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It's sucks.

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You, they're my friends.

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They're not, Like, I don't...

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We're living a very trying time. And maybe

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that's what needs to happen every

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30 years to get rid of the old

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yucky stuff and bring in the... Them so

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el. Aren't I the old yucky stuff I'm

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bringing in the the lovely wonderful stuff or

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maybe

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humans just won't ever get it because we're

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a young race,

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the human race is young and not very

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together.

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I'm very bright, really

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him.

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Our ego getting in our way. Power gets

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in the way, Greed gets in the way.

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A shame. It is. It really is this

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unfortunate.

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Yeah. And

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I pray for them. I hope

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don't a church like I should.

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But churches is in your heart, my friend.

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Yeah. But I I pray for them, and

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you know, even though the cops in the

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fire and give each other a lot of,

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you know, give out give each other a

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hard time. Sure. There's still lot brothers

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sisters and,

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I can imagine. Stop watching the news. Is

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what I say. Yeah. Because it it perpetuate

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this fear and this anger and this hatred,

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I I've been reading some some great stories

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online that

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a, a guy was, like, look, I'm a

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black guy. I walked into a convenience store.

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It was a white cop and a white

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person

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behind the counter,

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and I went in there to get my

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sun whatever it was and walk around, and

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and I walk up to the front, and

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he said, and not... And he was really

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uncomfortable as

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understandably so. And as he's walking up to

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the counter, the policeman says, how are you

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doing?

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You know, and I affect my voice so

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I say that to to make more of

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the story, but then the guy's, like,

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I'm okay. How are you doing? And he's

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like,

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no. How are you really doing?

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And

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the black guy said that the white officer

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hugged him. Mh. And said I'm so sorry

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worry that this is all going on, you

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know,

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that's awesome.

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That is a human moment. Mh. And it

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sucks that that kind of humanity

403
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seems to show itself in these really super

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trying times,

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and then people forget. Right.

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Do we forget?

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What happens? Why do we... Is it that

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we're just so self absorbed or we just

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get too busy or whatever or why do

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we forget? The the homeless guy is me.

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You know? Sure. The guy blowing up a

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building is me that, you know, the person

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rescuing the person is me.

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Think life just goes on and people just

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live life, you know and they just don't

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don't remember. And just kinda put it back.

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You know? And I And I I watched

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a great Facebook video their day.

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The Dallas police lined up. Men, women, black

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white, you know, green purple didn't matter.

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And

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there was a huge line of civilians

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lined up

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same thing.

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People have all races.

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And they just...

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The line went down. They hugged all the

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police. Oh. It was amazing. It's beautiful. Yeah.

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It is. You know? And

430
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It was just a great time. It was

431
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a great thing to see as an American,

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you know. Mh. That's a huge We don't

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see anything thing to it. It's like, why

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delineate that

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it just as a human is a great

436
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thing. Sure. You know? That's true. And... But

437
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I I just hope that

438
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it is scary. You know, you wanna get

439
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the

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you wanna get the assholes off the earth,

441
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you know? And Yeah.

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And

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definitely trying times for sure.

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These are good people. You know, these any

445
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body cameras and all this stuff. I just

446
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use

447
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policing is not... From what my friends have

448
00:16:22,053 --> 00:16:23,744
said, policing just not what used to be.

449
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What is? And they're not talking about beating

450
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up people and

451
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going out looking for a fight.

452
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You know, they're talking about

453
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protecting human beings, and

454
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they get their car every day and they're,

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like,

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had like...

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If I get into a situation,

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am I gonna think about protecting

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the civilians and my cell first or am

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I gonna think about the next Youtube video

461
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or the next It is week Facebook the

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post. Sure. That goes out. And they're like,

463
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I don't know what's to do anymore more.

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Yeah. You know? I mean,

465
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people watch these short videos and

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think they're

467
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professionals, and they think they got all the

468
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answers, and they, you know, they don't know

469
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the whole story. Yeah. So So...

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I don't know, I watched a couple those

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videos and I just...

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There will concept that people are innocent they're

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proven guilty, you know, still needs to ring

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true. If your life is in jeopardy, if

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somebody is physically holding a gun to you,

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that's a whole another Bottle of wax. Right

477
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but

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some of these are... That's not like that.

479
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It's not... They don't go down like that.

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And innocent people are being murdered and

481
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I think it is a race thing. I

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think people see a black person in a

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situation, like, oh my god. I mean, there

484
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is a sort of subtle racism that happens

485
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just in general, if a... Let's say, a

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woman is walking on the street by herself.

487
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A white woman. Let's just make it a

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perfect scenario. White woman's walking by herself down

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the street and a black man

490
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let's like, a teenage black kid or something.

491
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It's walking porter. Got a hoodie. Let's just

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paint the whole pre presidential

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picture,

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she's get older her purse a little tighter.

495
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Sure. Even if she's not aware that she's

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doing it. Mh. Subtle racism. So that's

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that still perm the land. And then, obviously,

498
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over racism

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definitely perm Land and not just see it's

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blacks, against Latinos and latinos and, you know,

501
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it's... And it's weird like,

502
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I talk about this all the time because

503
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I... Find it fast saying that

504
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sexism, racism, x pho, all that stuff is

505
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so casual in conversation.

506
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And people don't even realize

507
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that they're per

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these stereotypes,

509
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you know, like, jew him down or, oh,

510
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you know, Mexicans are great for doing health

511
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work or, you know, like, any of that

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crap,

513
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it's...

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When when the whole whole concept of a

515
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terrorist is just basically the... They're muslim... Muslims

516
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or terrorists. And the news does this.

517
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It I cringe when something horrible happens. I

518
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just... I pray so hard am I please

519
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don't let them being muslim, please. Because my

520
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friends were them who are awesome

521
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and lovely people are terrified.

522
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They're scared they're gonna get beat up or

523
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their businesses are gonna get broken into or

524
00:19:20,800 --> 00:19:23,269
the... Or, you know, not nobody will go

525
00:19:23,269 --> 00:19:24,942
to their businesses or all this is a

526
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real problem.

527
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And

528
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you know, it just... It makes me crazy.

529
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Yeah. It makes me so crazy.

530
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And then it's said, we're, like, I'm a

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white girl if that's going crazy over the

532
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fact that, you know, people of color for

533
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a lack of a better word are

534
00:19:43,997 --> 00:19:45,755
dealing with this, but it's my problem too.

535
00:19:45,929 --> 00:19:48,183
Old. Sure. You know? And it that subtlety

536
00:19:48,320 --> 00:19:51,030
that perm... I remember, so my father's is

537
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Jewish, remember Epi.

538
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So I was raised

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in an... They're both

540
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intellectual. They're, like, I think we've had this

541
00:19:59,002 --> 00:20:01,627
conversation. They're, like, you pick who you are

542
00:20:01,627 --> 00:20:02,661
or we're not gonna tell you who you

543
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are. And they're great. They taught me about

544
00:20:04,348 --> 00:20:06,502
all the different religions, all the different myth

545
00:20:06,502 --> 00:20:08,496
methodologies, you know, all this kind of stuff.

546
00:20:08,656 --> 00:20:09,852
They took me to church. They took me

547
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to temple. Whatever I wanted,

548
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which is wonderful.

549
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And

550
00:20:16,025 --> 00:20:17,644
that being said, I was

551
00:20:18,184 --> 00:20:19,164
and I was

552
00:20:19,716 --> 00:20:20,669
in my younger years,

553
00:20:21,383 --> 00:20:23,289
I was invited to be in a wedding,

554
00:20:23,845 --> 00:20:25,909
and the wedding was a destination wedding,

555
00:20:26,545 --> 00:20:28,331
and when you're walking with,

556
00:20:28,945 --> 00:20:30,615
you know, the the young ones we're walking

557
00:20:30,615 --> 00:20:31,513
with the parents

558
00:20:32,206 --> 00:20:32,706
and

559
00:20:33,638 --> 00:20:35,801
a couple of parents were trying to barter

560
00:20:35,801 --> 00:20:37,471
with the locals, we were in Mexico,

561
00:20:37,948 --> 00:20:39,142
trying to barter with the locals.

562
00:20:39,698 --> 00:20:41,704
And 1 of the parents that, just chew

563
00:20:41,704 --> 00:20:44,101
them down. Just chew them down. And I'm

564
00:20:44,101 --> 00:20:46,018
standing there thinking, do you even know what

565
00:20:46,018 --> 00:20:48,175
that says or what that means that that

566
00:20:48,175 --> 00:20:50,902
casual flow bit thing that seems like no

567
00:20:50,902 --> 00:20:51,642
big deal

568
00:20:52,895 --> 00:20:55,846
in a society where people don't know better.

569
00:20:57,041 --> 00:20:58,974
It is deal. I remember. When I was

570
00:20:58,974 --> 00:21:00,815
little, my parents wouldn't let me watch

571
00:21:01,134 --> 00:21:01,934
all in the family.

572
00:21:03,214 --> 00:21:05,855
Yeah. Because Carol Con... Carol Connor character was

573
00:21:05,855 --> 00:21:07,707
so racist and So overt ver,

574
00:21:08,185 --> 00:21:10,759
a jerk, you know, and they didn't think

575
00:21:10,818 --> 00:21:13,290
that I would understand the irony, which is

576
00:21:13,290 --> 00:21:15,763
true. A small child wouldn't understand irony.

577
00:21:16,321 --> 00:21:18,010
And so I was in love to watch

578
00:21:18,010 --> 00:21:19,763
until I was older and could understand the

579
00:21:19,763 --> 00:21:21,993
concept that he was actually poking fun at

580
00:21:21,993 --> 00:21:22,870
those kind of people.

581
00:21:24,797 --> 00:21:26,550
Anyway, I just... I think it to be

582
00:21:26,550 --> 00:21:27,050
careful

583
00:21:27,426 --> 00:21:29,657
because that stuff see in. I mean, I

584
00:21:29,657 --> 00:21:32,694
think everybody is pretty much smart enough to

585
00:21:32,694 --> 00:21:34,994
say, have there been people black white,

586
00:21:35,787 --> 00:21:38,800
Asian, whatever that have been shot? That should

587
00:21:38,800 --> 00:21:40,323
have been shot? In the history of the

588
00:21:40,323 --> 00:21:42,704
world. Of course. Right? We could... Yeah. I

589
00:21:42,704 --> 00:21:45,347
mean, we know that. But like, if

590
00:21:46,514 --> 00:21:47,784
it doesn't matter who you are,

591
00:21:48,752 --> 00:21:50,287
any race. If

592
00:21:50,662 --> 00:21:52,651
you don't... If the cop tells you and

593
00:21:52,651 --> 00:21:55,038
you may be innocent. But if the cop

594
00:21:55,038 --> 00:21:57,209
tells you to put your hands up or

595
00:21:57,679 --> 00:21:58,480
gives you a command.

596
00:21:59,200 --> 00:22:00,480
Like, if you don't do it,

597
00:22:01,279 --> 00:22:03,440
don't expect to get, like, a junior achievement

598
00:22:03,440 --> 00:22:05,854
award for good behavior. I think people I

599
00:22:05,854 --> 00:22:06,354
don't

600
00:22:07,053 --> 00:22:07,452
necessarily...

601
00:22:09,371 --> 00:22:11,449
Look I think it depends on who you

602
00:22:11,449 --> 00:22:13,047
are and what you look like because if

603
00:22:13,047 --> 00:22:14,905
you say why would be pulled over

604
00:22:15,285 --> 00:22:17,289
to running on my race or my gender

605
00:22:17,289 --> 00:22:19,913
or whatever. I've been solicit for sex by

606
00:22:19,913 --> 00:22:21,980
police officers who pulled me over. I have.

607
00:22:22,378 --> 00:22:25,002
That's us saying that all police officers are

608
00:22:25,002 --> 00:22:25,891
sexual predators,

609
00:22:26,606 --> 00:22:27,321
but some are,

610
00:22:28,512 --> 00:22:30,021
just here's the thing. This is what I

611
00:22:30,021 --> 00:22:32,086
think. I I think people are drawn to

612
00:22:32,086 --> 00:22:34,333
a profession where they can

613
00:22:35,199 --> 00:22:38,066
see who they are. Right? Like you wanna

614
00:22:38,066 --> 00:22:38,544
help people.

615
00:22:39,181 --> 00:22:42,287
You grew up around fire people, fire, fire

616
00:22:42,287 --> 00:22:44,015
women. You you grew up going. I wanna

617
00:22:44,134 --> 00:22:46,207
people I wanna serve. So that's what you

618
00:22:46,207 --> 00:22:50,114
are. Right? But look at the pe files

619
00:22:50,114 --> 00:22:52,368
who get into careers where they're

620
00:22:53,077 --> 00:22:54,825
in places they can be around a little

621
00:22:54,825 --> 00:22:57,707
children, their churches or soccer

622
00:22:58,161 --> 00:22:59,511
coaches or whatever,

623
00:22:59,908 --> 00:23:02,234
or certain policeman who

624
00:23:02,624 --> 00:23:04,160
have a problem with aggression

625
00:23:04,616 --> 00:23:05,116
and

626
00:23:05,573 --> 00:23:06,210
our bullies.

627
00:23:06,848 --> 00:23:08,681
So maybe they're like, what's a great job

628
00:23:08,681 --> 00:23:10,195
for a person like that. They'll be drawn

629
00:23:10,195 --> 00:23:12,450
to place where you have authority over another...

630
00:23:13,009 --> 00:23:14,289
You know what I mean? Like, I think

631
00:23:14,289 --> 00:23:15,269
that that happens.

632
00:23:15,809 --> 00:23:17,490
And so again, you can't...

633
00:23:18,369 --> 00:23:20,537
You can't call a couple bad apples, the

634
00:23:20,537 --> 00:23:22,768
whole orchard. Sure. Yeah. That's... I mean, I

635
00:23:22,768 --> 00:23:23,985
just made that up. It's

636
00:23:24,441 --> 00:23:26,846
it twice, but whatever. And this you know,

637
00:23:27,084 --> 00:23:27,584
it's

638
00:23:28,198 --> 00:23:30,346
it sucks. They're bad people in the world,

639
00:23:30,505 --> 00:23:31,778
and there are great people in the world

640
00:23:31,778 --> 00:23:33,846
and there's a lot of middle ground. People

641
00:23:33,846 --> 00:23:36,335
who are a little bad, good. Just depending

642
00:23:36,335 --> 00:23:37,695
on the day, You know?

643
00:23:38,815 --> 00:23:41,214
But in the case of that that man

644
00:23:41,214 --> 00:23:42,015
that was shot,

645
00:23:42,734 --> 00:23:44,586
the police upset said I have a gun.

646
00:23:44,985 --> 00:23:46,820
You know, I'm licensed to carry. He said,

647
00:23:46,979 --> 00:23:48,096
put your hands... He's said give me your

648
00:23:48,256 --> 00:23:49,372
Id. Put your hands in the air.

649
00:23:50,329 --> 00:23:52,483
He's like, okay. My hands are in the

650
00:23:52,483 --> 00:23:52,722
air.

651
00:23:53,694 --> 00:23:55,603
I have give you my Id, then it

652
00:23:55,603 --> 00:23:58,307
gets real complicated real fast. And if you

653
00:23:58,307 --> 00:24:00,589
are the person saying I have a a

654
00:24:00,789 --> 00:24:02,705
you know, my dad's license to carry. Right?

655
00:24:03,024 --> 00:24:03,263
Sure.

656
00:24:03,982 --> 00:24:05,339
If he gets pulled over, and he's like,

657
00:24:05,818 --> 00:24:07,574
I have a gun in the car, I'm

658
00:24:07,574 --> 00:24:08,531
licensed to carry,

659
00:24:09,090 --> 00:24:10,942
things get weird, real fast, but he's like,

660
00:24:11,102 --> 00:24:13,440
old, Jewish dude. Like, is he gonna get

661
00:24:13,499 --> 00:24:16,055
the same treatment as like a 24 year

662
00:24:16,055 --> 00:24:18,701
old black dude. I doubt it. No matter

663
00:24:18,701 --> 00:24:19,259
what. Whether...

664
00:24:19,896 --> 00:24:21,888
Because that's a thing with racism. Is it

665
00:24:21,888 --> 00:24:24,873
subtle. You may never think you're recent speak

666
00:24:24,929 --> 00:24:26,995
not you, the royal you. Sure. A person

667
00:24:26,995 --> 00:24:28,822
may not even think of themselves with racist

668
00:24:28,822 --> 00:24:30,514
in any way, shape or form

669
00:24:30,967 --> 00:24:31,785
and yet

670
00:24:32,969 --> 00:24:33,709
sell racism

671
00:24:34,248 --> 00:24:36,246
it's just everywhere. I do... You know...

672
00:24:37,364 --> 00:24:38,803
I don't... I don't know what my point

673
00:24:38,803 --> 00:24:40,721
was with that, but... No. We good. I

674
00:24:40,721 --> 00:24:41,460
see very

675
00:24:41,773 --> 00:24:42,569
passionate about it.

676
00:24:44,717 --> 00:24:45,853
I mean, it's not it's

677
00:24:46,307 --> 00:24:48,398
It's it's not static. It's dynamic

678
00:24:48,710 --> 00:24:51,829
that everything changes, you know, and it depends

679
00:24:51,829 --> 00:24:54,089
on so many variables, you know? And

680
00:24:54,390 --> 00:24:55,589
I'm not gonna sit here and say,

681
00:24:57,683 --> 00:24:59,430
I'm not talking about the the instances like,

682
00:24:59,748 --> 00:25:01,655
specifically. But sure. This guy should've have done

683
00:25:01,655 --> 00:25:02,846
this. And this guy should have done that.

684
00:25:03,403 --> 00:25:03,561
Well,

685
00:25:05,165 --> 00:25:08,025
I wasn't there. Right. Like, I don't... Some

686
00:25:08,025 --> 00:25:08,525
people

687
00:25:09,375 --> 00:25:10,487
in our professions,

688
00:25:11,917 --> 00:25:14,434
we have to make split second decisions. Some

689
00:25:14,554 --> 00:25:16,410
times. Totally. And sometimes

690
00:25:16,947 --> 00:25:18,643
people will live or die

691
00:25:19,021 --> 00:25:19,978
by those decisions.

692
00:25:20,776 --> 00:25:21,015
So...

693
00:25:21,812 --> 00:25:24,285
And that's just not... That's just with everything.

694
00:25:24,619 --> 00:25:26,076
Yeah. You know? So

695
00:25:26,932 --> 00:25:28,767
for me to say, I I just don't...

696
00:25:29,245 --> 00:25:30,601
You know, I don't wanna give...

697
00:25:31,957 --> 00:25:33,871
I've been seeing my friends get just beat

698
00:25:33,871 --> 00:25:36,990
a lot 5. I'm week. Absolutely which is

699
00:25:36,990 --> 00:25:39,456
right. They're good cops. I... They're good people.

700
00:25:39,694 --> 00:25:41,778
Yeah. And then not right. It to be

701
00:25:41,778 --> 00:25:43,453
that way. I'm so happy they're sticking out

702
00:25:43,453 --> 00:25:45,846
for themselves, and they're trying to explain these

703
00:25:45,846 --> 00:25:46,404
people like,

704
00:25:47,840 --> 00:25:50,791
we are trained this way. Yeah. If this

705
00:25:50,791 --> 00:25:51,190
happens,

706
00:25:51,604 --> 00:25:53,680
we are trained this way, But but you

707
00:25:53,680 --> 00:25:55,675
don't understand. Because you're not trained that way.

708
00:25:55,915 --> 00:25:57,431
You don't think like a cop. A cop

709
00:25:57,431 --> 00:25:59,427
things in a completely different way than the

710
00:25:59,427 --> 00:26:01,433
fire thinks. Sure. You know, that's why we

711
00:26:01,433 --> 00:26:03,895
can A civilian. The way it's thinks. Like

712
00:26:03,895 --> 00:26:05,961
if I were, for example, using that thing

713
00:26:05,961 --> 00:26:07,549
that just happened if I were that police

714
00:26:07,549 --> 00:26:09,694
officer who or me, I have no training

715
00:26:09,694 --> 00:26:11,222
in police, I can't speak to it. I

716
00:26:11,222 --> 00:26:13,614
have no idea. But if somebody said, I'm

717
00:26:13,614 --> 00:26:15,050
carrying a weapon right now. I'd be like,

718
00:26:15,130 --> 00:26:17,123
get out of the car. And I would

719
00:26:17,123 --> 00:26:19,197
train my guy and say gallo car, put

720
00:26:19,197 --> 00:26:21,145
your hands get the car and then

721
00:26:21,838 --> 00:26:24,542
whatever happens next. Do those cops ride solo

722
00:26:24,542 --> 00:26:25,576
of the time? I don't know. I don't

723
00:26:25,576 --> 00:26:26,769
know any of. But you're gonna get out

724
00:26:26,769 --> 00:26:28,494
of the car, put your hands up and,

725
00:26:28,934 --> 00:26:30,133
you know, even if you haven't done anything,

726
00:26:30,373 --> 00:26:31,731
you're gonna do what they say and you'll

727
00:26:31,731 --> 00:26:33,090
sort the rest of the bullshit out later.

728
00:26:33,250 --> 00:26:35,487
I agree. I agree will sort out later.

729
00:26:35,967 --> 00:26:37,326
Absolutely. And you should do what they say.

730
00:26:37,565 --> 00:26:39,738
I'm totally agree you. Like they're asking you

731
00:26:39,738 --> 00:26:41,176
to give them a. I don't wanna... Right.

732
00:26:41,336 --> 00:26:41,815
I like...

733
00:26:43,253 --> 00:26:44,372
I don't wanna do that. Yeah.

734
00:26:45,570 --> 00:26:46,290
No I got dinner.

735
00:26:48,056 --> 00:26:50,763
I'm so standards. Like, least take me to

736
00:26:50,763 --> 00:26:52,673
ruth Chris first Mean. We're goodness say.

737
00:26:53,708 --> 00:26:55,019
It's awful 6

738
00:26:55,557 --> 00:26:56,695
meal like.

739
00:26:57,712 --> 00:26:59,329
I don't wanna double on the protein.

740
00:27:01,622 --> 00:27:02,500
Gotta keep my finger.

741
00:27:05,627 --> 00:27:06,925
Anyway, It's a great

742
00:27:07,462 --> 00:27:10,230
conversation. I think. It is. And nobody no

743
00:27:10,429 --> 00:27:13,001
has the answers, unfortunately, but it's a great

744
00:27:13,139 --> 00:27:15,451
conversation, and I think people are scared to

745
00:27:15,451 --> 00:27:18,400
even have the conversation. And that hurts.

746
00:27:19,055 --> 00:27:19,455
The world.

747
00:27:20,095 --> 00:27:21,855
If you don't have the conversation, if you're

748
00:27:21,855 --> 00:27:23,295
not being loud about it,

749
00:27:24,095 --> 00:27:26,335
then we all suffer as a human as

750
00:27:26,335 --> 00:27:27,615
a human race, we suffer.

751
00:27:28,509 --> 00:27:31,221
Know, I think that's why comedian nowadays that's

752
00:27:31,221 --> 00:27:32,099
that's all they talk about.

753
00:27:32,817 --> 00:27:34,173
Is just to get it out there. Sure.

754
00:27:34,413 --> 00:27:35,862
Because we know if we don't to the

755
00:27:35,862 --> 00:27:37,847
elephant open in the room, the elephant gonna

756
00:27:37,847 --> 00:27:39,673
stop all over and bring to China, you

757
00:27:39,673 --> 00:27:39,912
know?

758
00:27:40,944 --> 00:27:43,961
So... I just hope honestly, that we... As

759
00:27:44,120 --> 00:27:44,620
Americans

760
00:27:45,169 --> 00:27:46,528
and even as humanity,

761
00:27:47,806 --> 00:27:48,306
but,

762
00:27:49,005 --> 00:27:51,242
I mean, also as Americans, we come together

763
00:27:51,242 --> 00:27:51,742
and

764
00:27:52,121 --> 00:27:53,375
we take care of 1 another

765
00:27:53,971 --> 00:27:55,404
and a friend of mine had a post,

766
00:27:56,041 --> 00:27:56,996
and he was like today,

767
00:27:58,110 --> 00:27:59,406
I'm going to show someone

768
00:28:00,736 --> 00:28:04,206
of another race or another whatever that

769
00:28:04,665 --> 00:28:05,384
I care about them.

770
00:28:06,183 --> 00:28:08,441
And that's 1 example. That's a.

771
00:28:09,234 --> 00:28:11,392
Hey. 1 is a lot. Yeah. You know,

772
00:28:11,871 --> 00:28:13,868
multiply that over a million tons. It's... You're

773
00:28:13,868 --> 00:28:16,047
getting somewhere. Right? Over 300000000

774
00:28:16,266 --> 00:28:17,005
or whatever

775
00:28:17,398 --> 00:28:19,550
Yeah. Do it twice. Yeah. You know, better

776
00:28:19,550 --> 00:28:22,100
than mini word 5 minutes ago. Sure. But

777
00:28:22,499 --> 00:28:23,136
yeah. It's...

778
00:28:23,854 --> 00:28:25,938
Here's... Let's chairs we've been drinking wine during

779
00:28:25,938 --> 00:28:27,686
in this whole thing. No judge us. But

780
00:28:27,686 --> 00:28:31,421
here is ta humanity may she survive us

781
00:28:31,421 --> 00:28:34,623
all. Yes. Sure. Thank you. Thanks for this

782
00:28:34,623 --> 00:28:37,096
little extra chat. Yeah. Thank you. I don't

783
00:28:37,096 --> 00:28:38,851
know Really got anywhere people probably think we're

784
00:28:38,851 --> 00:28:39,545
crazy, but

785
00:28:40,143 --> 00:28:42,296
I love crazy. It's my favorite thing. Yeah.

786
00:28:43,971 --> 00:28:45,726
Alright. Alright so. Yay. That's week.