[{"start": 0.0, "end": 7.6, "text": "Music.", "newpara": true}, {"start": 7.598, "end": 11.334, "text": "To episode 73 of Waking Up to Narcissism. I am your host, Tony Overbay,", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["To episode 73 of Waking Up to Narcissism.", 7.6, 9.97, 1.0], ["I am your host, Tony Overbay,", 9.97, 11.33, 1.0]]}, {"start": 11.488, "end": 18.128, "text": "and I am gonna jump right in today because I've got a lot to get to and some really good examples", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["and I am gonna jump right in today", 11.49, 14.09, 1.0], ["because I've got a lot to get to", 14.14, 16.73, 1.0], ["and some really good examples", 16.81, 18.13, 1.0]]}, {"start": 18.128, "end": 19.229, "text": "of what we're gonna talk about today.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["of what we're gonna talk about today.", 18.13, 19.23, 1.0]]}, {"start": 19.877, "end": 24.657, "text": "So I am a tiny bit, I don't know, obsessed or fixated or hyper-focused,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["So I am a tiny bit, I don't know,", 19.88, 22.25, 1.0], ["obsessed or fixated or hyper-focused,", 22.25, 24.66, 1.0]]}, {"start": 25.116, "end": 28.267, "text": "on this concept of we don't know what we don't know,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["on this concept of we don't know what we don't know,", 25.12, 28.27, 1.0]]}, {"start": 28.897, "end": 34.227, "text": "but yet it seems that by default, we often have a hard time simply saying, I don't know.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["but yet it seems that by default,", 28.9, 30.89, 1.0], ["we often have a hard time simply saying, I don't know.", 31.15, 34.23, 1.0]]}, {"start": 35.1, "end": 40.357, "text": "And I'll go on a couple of tangents here. I've been listening to a lot of the Lori Vallow Daybell trial.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And I'll go on a couple of tangents here.", 35.1, 37.23, 1.0], ["I've been listening to a lot of the Lori Vallow Daybell trial.", 37.23, 40.36, 1.0]]}, {"start": 40.843, "end": 44.108, "text": "My daughter, Sydney, and I will be covering that more on Murder on the Couch in", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["My daughter, Sydney, and I will be covering that more on Murder on the Couch in", 40.84, 44.11, 1.0]]}, {"start": 44.108, "end": 47.268, "text": "the coming weeks because there is so much narcissism there.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["the coming weeks because there is so much narcissism there.", 44.11, 47.27, 1.0]]}, {"start": 47.508, "end": 57.308, "text": "I believe there's a very narcissistic family system, narcissistic, magical thinking. Anyway, there is a part where Chad Daybell's wife, Tammy, unfortunately", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["I believe there's a very narcissistic family system, narcissistic, magical", 47.51, 50.75, 1.0], ["thinking. Anyway, there is a part where Chad Daybell's wife, Tammy, unfortunately", 50.75, 57.31, 1.0]]}, {"start": 57.308, "end": 59.019, "text": "dies in the middle of the night.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["dies in the middle of the night.", 57.31, 59.02, 1.0]]}, {"start": 59.188, "end": 63.308, "text": "Now, my opinion that he or Lori's brother, Alex Cox, killed Tammy.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Now, my opinion that he or Lori's brother, Alex Cox, killed Tammy.", 59.19, 63.31, 1.0]]}, {"start": 63.308, "end": 70.468, "text": "But the point being when they interviewed the police person and the coroner that showed up at the scene of the crime", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["But the point being when they interviewed the police person and the coroner that showed up at the scene of the crime", 63.31, 70.47, 1.0]]}, {"start": 70.908, "end": 76.308, "text": "Or at the time it wasn't viewed as a crime. It was just viewed as an event someone had passed.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Or at the time it wasn't viewed as a crime. It was just viewed as an event someone had passed.", 70.91, 76.31, 1.0]]}, {"start": 77.005, "end": 82.308, "text": "Chad shares this opinion about what happened and I'm probably getting a lot of this incorrect", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["Chad shares this opinion about what happened and I'm probably getting a lot of this incorrect", 77.01, 82.31, 1.0]]}, {"start": 82.407, "end": 90.428, "text": "But in essence He says that he noticed That she had died after she had fallen out of bed in the middle of the night and she had been cold to the touch", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["But in essence", 82.41, 83.13, 1.0], ["He says that he noticed", 83.13, 84.59, 1.0], ["That she had died after she had fallen out of bed in the middle of the night and she had been cold to the touch", 84.64, 90.43, 1.0]]}, {"start": 90.68, "end": 95.649, "text": "One of the people testifying said something like, Chad told her when she got there that", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["One of the people testifying said something like, Chad told her when she got there that", 90.68, 95.65, 1.0]]}, {"start": 95.848, "end": 102.188, "text": "he thinks that after she died and she started to become stiff, that then there was more", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["he thinks that after she died and she started to become stiff, that then there was more", 95.85, 102.19, 1.0]]}, {"start": 102.188, "end": 104.651, "text": "weight in her feet because she was stiff.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["weight in her feet because she was stiff.", 102.19, 104.65, 1.0]]}, {"start": 105.168, "end": 110.872, "text": "So then that weight eventually tipped her out of bed. So she fell out of bed, but here's the thing.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["So then that weight eventually tipped her out of bed.", 105.17, 108.26, 1.0], ["So she fell out of bed, but here's the thing.", 108.51, 110.87, 1.0]]}, {"start": 111.548, "end": 118.188, "text": "So he believes that must be what would happen if somebody died and their feet are hanging", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["So he believes that must be what would happen if somebody died and their feet are hanging", 111.55, 118.19, 1.0]]}, {"start": 118.188, "end": 123.133, "text": "over the bed that the feet must eventually weigh more and then that person will tip and", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["over the bed that the feet must eventually weigh more and then that person will tip and", 118.19, 123.13, 1.0]]}, {"start": 123.488, "end": 129.548, "text": "fall out of bed. Yeah, thanks Chad. That makes sense to me. So I'm going to go with it. There", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["fall out of bed. Yeah, thanks Chad. That makes sense to me. So I'm going to go with it. There", 123.49, 129.55, 1.0]]}, {"start": 129.548, "end": 133.548, "text": "comes his memory and now anytime he's probably thought about that memory, rehearsed that", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["comes his memory and now anytime he's probably thought about that memory, rehearsed that", 129.55, 133.55, 1.0]]}, {"start": 133.548, "end": 139.168, "text": "memory, then he's packing it in with all kinds of things that make sense to him. There are", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["memory, then he's packing it in with all kinds of things that make sense to him. There are", 133.55, 139.17, 1.0]]}, {"start": 139.168, "end": 144.668, "text": "people who enter the crime scene and well, again, not a crime scene. There are people,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["people who enter the crime scene and well, again, not a crime scene. There are people,", 139.17, 144.67, 1.0]]}, {"start": 145.135, "end": 150.275, "text": "that show up and there's this little problem called science. And these are people that", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["that show up and there's this little problem called science. And these are people that", 145.13, 150.27, 1.0]]}, {"start": 150.437, "end": 155.508, "text": "do go or they're first responders and they do this for a living. So they actually understand", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["do go or they're first responders and they do this for a living. So they actually understand", 150.44, 155.51, 1.0]]}, {"start": 155.508, "end": 161.148, "text": "the way the body works after death and what he's saying doesn't only just not make sense,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["the way the body works after death and what he's saying doesn't only just not make sense,", 155.51, 161.15, 1.0]]}, {"start": 161.6, "end": 163.472, "text": "It basically can't happen that way.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["It basically can't happen that way.", 161.6, 163.47, 1.0]]}, {"start": 163.688, "end": 167.01, "text": "So now they know this guy is up to no good.", "confidence": 0.98, "timestamps": [["So now they know this guy is up to no good.", 163.69, 167.01, 0.980391800403595]]}, {"start": 167.667, "end": 172.877, "text": "But he doesn't know what he doesn't know. And he lies. And this is why the process of becoming", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["But he doesn't know what he doesn't know. And he lies. And this is why the process of becoming", 167.67, 172.88, 1.0]]}, {"start": 172.877, "end": 179.117, "text": "more emotionally mature is really about becoming more true to yourself, living an authentic life,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["more emotionally mature is really about becoming more true to yourself, living an authentic life,", 172.88, 179.12, 1.0]]}, {"start": 179.117, "end": 184.317, "text": "being more consistent, because you are showing up in situations honest. Here's what I know.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["being more consistent, because you are showing up in situations honest. Here's what I know.", 179.12, 184.32, 1.0]]}, {"start": 185.033, "end": 190.397, "text": "Here's what happened, and here's what I also don't know. This is why when you watch interrogation", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["Here's what happened, and here's what I also don't know. This is why when you watch interrogation", 185.03, 190.4, 1.0]]}, {"start": 190.397, "end": 196.237, "text": "videos, they are so fascinating because the police have caught someone, they've arrested", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["videos, they are so fascinating because the police have caught someone, they've arrested", 190.4, 196.24, 1.0]]}, {"start": 196.237, "end": 201.273, "text": "at somebody, I'm not saying that they're false accusations made, but for the most part, the", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["at somebody, I'm not saying that they're false accusations made, but for the most part, the", 196.24, 201.27, 1.0]]}, {"start": 201.597, "end": 206.957, "text": "police have gathered a lot of data and they bring somebody in because that person is saying things", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["police have gathered a lot of data and they bring somebody in because that person is saying things", 201.6, 206.96, 1.0]]}, {"start": 206.957, "end": 212.477, "text": "that just don't make any sense to the people that do this for a living. I run into this in therapy", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["that just don't make any sense to the people that do this for a living. I run into this in therapy", 206.96, 212.48, 1.0]]}, {"start": 212.477, "end": 218.237, "text": "often where people are telling me the look at that concept around triangulation. I see over and over", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["often where people are telling me the look at that concept around triangulation. I see over and over", 212.48, 218.24, 1.0]]}, {"start": 218.237, "end": 223.597, "text": "the emotionally immature person showing up in a couple's therapy session and taking the entire", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["the emotionally immature person showing up in a couple's therapy session and taking the entire", 218.24, 223.6, 1.0]]}, {"start": 223.597, "end": 228.157, "text": "time to just talk about that, you know, he and his doctor were both talking about", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["time to just talk about that, you know, he and his doctor were both talking about", 223.6, 228.16, 1.0]]}, {"start": 228.157, "end": 233.258, "text": "his wife. He and all of his friends were noticing these things about his wife and", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["his wife. He and all of his friends were noticing these things about his wife and", 228.16, 233.26, 1.0]]}, {"start": 233.397, "end": 240.997, "text": "those are not things that happen in normal everyday life or with emotionally mature people. I remember long ago somebody who I had sent an", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["those are not things that happen in normal everyday life or with", 233.4, 237.12, 1.0], ["emotionally mature people. I remember long ago somebody who I had sent an", 237.12, 241.0, 1.0]]}, {"start": 240.997, "end": 250.917, "text": "invoice to that they hadn't paid their bill. Now my system sends out auto reminders and what is so cool is that it tells me when the person opens the", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["invoice to that they hadn't paid their bill. 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And while,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["showed the bill. Now, this client also had wanted me to be blunt and honest with them. And while,", 275.89, 280.75, 1.0]]}, {"start": 281.222, "end": 285.573, "text": "I don't know, I don't have the need to be blunt. I feel like that sounds very dramatic,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["I don't know, I don't have the need to be blunt. I feel like that sounds very dramatic,", 281.22, 285.57, 1.0]]}, {"start": 285.759, "end": 290.773, "text": "but I'll be honest. That's okay. And I just need to be. So I took that as an opportunity in a", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["but I'll be honest. That's okay. And I just need to be. So I took that as an opportunity in a", 285.76, 290.77, 1.0]]}, {"start": 290.773, "end": 294.887, "text": "future session after they had then paid the bill. And then they had set up another appointment", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["future session after they had then paid the bill. And then they had set up another appointment", 290.77, 294.89, 1.0]]}, {"start": 295.256, "end": 300.133, "text": "to introduce this concept that they didn't know that I knew that they had opened the", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["to introduce this concept that they didn't know that I knew that they had opened the", 295.26, 300.13, 1.0]]}, {"start": 300.133, "end": 304.693, "text": "messages. Now, I probably need to do a better job of using my own four pillars and assuming", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["messages. Now, I probably need to do a better job of using my own four pillars and assuming", 300.13, 304.69, 1.0]]}, {"start": 304.693, "end": 309.453, "text": "good intentions, or there's a reason why they didn't tell me the truth. And I can't just", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["good intentions, or there's a reason why they didn't tell me the truth. And I can't just", 304.69, 309.45, 1.0]]}, {"start": 309.453, "end": 313.213, "text": "say they're wrong. And I could say, tell me more. Maybe they don't use that email. Maybe", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["say they're wrong. And I could say, tell me more. Maybe they don't use that email. Maybe", 309.45, 313.21, 1.0]]}, {"start": 313.213, "end": 316.653, "text": "they had been hacked and people were reading all their messages and he never saw the bill,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["they had been hacked and people were reading all their messages and he never saw the bill,", 313.21, 316.65, 1.0]]}, {"start": 316.653, "end": 320.573, "text": "all of those things. But when I brought it up to him and then was able to show him how", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["all of those things. But when I brought it up to him and then was able to show him how", 316.65, 320.57, 1.0]]}, {"start": 320.573, "end": 325.373, "text": "my system works. Unfortunately, he still couldn't take ownership at first. He saw", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["my system works. 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And he said, I thought you were asking me if I", 334.49, 338.01, 1.0]]}, {"start": 338.013, "end": 342.173, "text": "had received a bill on the 20th or whatever day that was. And he said, but I", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["had received a bill on the 20th or whatever day that was. And he said, but I", 338.01, 342.17, 1.0]]}, {"start": 342.173, "end": 346.693, "text": "didn't. And I smiled and I let a little silence enter the room. And then I was", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["didn't. And I smiled and I let a little silence enter the room. And then I was", 342.17, 346.69, 1.0]]}, {"start": 346.693, "end": 352.213, "text": "very proud of him because he then just kind of went a little bit more flat and just said.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["very proud of him because he then just kind of went a little bit more flat and just said.", 346.69, 352.21, 1.0]]}, {"start": 352.952, "end": 357.493, "text": "You know, I just, uh, I just didn't want to stop and take the time to pay you. I guess", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["You know, I just, uh, I just didn't want to stop and take the time to pay you. I guess", 352.95, 357.49, 1.0]]}, {"start": 357.493, "end": 360.595, "text": "it wasn't as important as whatever I was doing at that time.", "confidence": 0.95, "timestamps": [["it wasn't as important as whatever I was doing at that time.", 357.49, 360.59, 0.9529010653495789]]}, {"start": 361.576, "end": 375.666, "text": "And I thought, oh, we have a moment right there. But then he quickly went victim and said, geez, what's wrong with me? And I stopped him. And I just said, oh, hey, OK, here's this amazing moment to self-confront, sit with this discomfort and share it with somebody safe.", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["And I thought, oh, we have a moment right there. But then he quickly went victim and said, geez, what's wrong with me? And I stopped him. And I just said, oh, hey, OK, here's this amazing moment to self-confront, sit with this discomfort and share it with somebody safe.", 361.58, 375.67, 1.0]]}, {"start": 375.666, "end": 385.266, "text": "I'm a safe place. Let's just start from here. And I would like to say that that person saw that as their aha moment. They continued in therapy and now they are completely self-actualized.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["I'm a safe place. Let's just start from here. And I would like to say that that person saw that as their aha moment. They continued in therapy and now they are completely self-actualized.", 375.67, 385.27, 1.0]]}, {"start": 385.266, "end": 391.546, "text": "They're honest about everything, but no, he continued in therapy for a little bit, but I really do think in that moment", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["They're honest about everything, but no, he continued in therapy for a little bit, but I really do think in that moment", 385.27, 391.55, 1.0]]}, {"start": 391.869, "end": 395.446, "text": "We had a temporary breakthrough, but then darn you confabulation,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["We had a temporary breakthrough, but then darn you confabulation,", 391.87, 395.45, 1.0]]}, {"start": 396.1, "end": 404.826, "text": "He left that appointment feeling validated because I was happy with him But by the time he got home, I think the discomfort kicked back in it couldn't be that he was the bad guy.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["He left that appointment feeling validated because I was happy with him", 396.1, 399.49, 1.0], ["But by the time he got home, I think the discomfort kicked back in it couldn't be that he was the bad guy.", 400.05, 404.83, 1.0]]}, {"start": 405.606, "end": 411.926, "text": "I think he eventually went with the he has a lack of time for therapy He had thrown a joke or two out there about man your rates pretty high", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["I think he eventually went with the he has a lack of time for therapy", 405.61, 408.71, 1.0], ["He had thrown a joke or two out there about man your rates pretty high", 408.71, 411.93, 1.0]]}, {"start": 412.223, "end": 416.266, "text": "but I knew from our conversations prior that he not only had the time but he", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["but I knew from our conversations prior that he not only had the time but he", 412.22, 416.27, 1.0]]}, {"start": 416.266, "end": 419.986, "text": "also had the money. So it broke my heart that we missed that opportunity to", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["also had the money. So it broke my heart that we missed that opportunity to", 416.27, 419.99, 1.0]]}, {"start": 419.986, "end": 425.294, "text": "really self-confront, to really grow, sit with that discomfort, realize how", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["really self-confront, to really grow, sit with that discomfort, realize how", 419.99, 425.29, 1.0]]}, {"start": 425.586, "end": 430.766, "text": "empowering it can be to take ownership. Now I also think there are very casual", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["empowering it can be to take ownership. Now I also think there are very casual", 425.59, 430.77, 1.0]]}, {"start": 430.766, "end": 434.426, "text": "or pedestrian or innocent ways this occurs too. Let's just say that your wife", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["or pedestrian or innocent ways this occurs too. Let's just say that your wife", 430.77, 434.43, 1.0]]}, {"start": 434.426, "end": 437.506, "text": "says, hey why do you think the Johnson's kid dropped out of college and joined", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["says, hey why do you think the Johnson's kid dropped out of college and joined", 434.43, 437.51, 1.0]]}, {"start": 437.506, "end": 440.94, "text": "the army so soon? And the husband might say, hey he probably hates college. You know", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["the army so soon? And the husband might say, hey he probably hates college. You know", 437.51, 440.94, 1.0]]}, {"start": 441.306, "end": 445.346, "text": "he was probably going because his parents were forcing him to, so then I bet he did", "confidence": 0.99, "timestamps": [["he was probably going because his parents were forcing him to, so then I bet he did", 441.31, 445.35, 0.9851532578468323]]}, {"start": 445.346, "end": 449.762, "text": "the exact opposite of what they wanted him to do, and he joined the army, and man I bet that ticked him off.", "confidence": 0.99, "timestamps": [["the exact opposite of what they wanted him to do, and he joined the army, and man I bet", 445.35, 448.95, 0.9851532578468323], ["that ticked him off.", 448.95, 449.76, 0.9851532578468323]]}, {"start": 450.5, "end": 456.386, "text": "Okay, or now let's enter the living room of the Johnsons. 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So then the kid drops out of college vowing to become an", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["or the cartel will murder their grandma. So then the kid drops out of college vowing to become an", 470.07, 475.67, 1.0]]}, {"start": 475.666, "end": 480.946, "text": "army ranger and devote his entire life to planning on getting back at that drug cartel. You can tell", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["army ranger and devote his entire life to planning on getting back at that drug cartel. You can tell", 475.67, 480.95, 1.0]]}, {"start": 480.946, "end": 485.826, "text": "I'm a kid that grew up in the 80s and that was the plot of so many movies. Or he was in college", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["I'm a kid that grew up in the 80s and that was the plot of so many movies. Or he was in college", 480.95, 485.83, 1.0]]}, {"start": 486.005, "end": 491.426, "text": "and he watched the movie Saving Private Ryan and he felt a call to join the army or, or, or. But", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["and he watched the movie Saving Private Ryan and he felt a call to join the army or, or, or. But", 486.01, 491.43, 1.0]]}, {"start": 491.426, "end": 496.386, "text": "the bottom line is nobody knows. But the kid and his parents, and quite frankly, just because", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["the bottom line is nobody knows. But the kid and his parents, and quite frankly, just because", 491.43, 496.39, 1.0]]}, {"start": 496.386, "end": 499.906, "text": "somebody does something in my therapist world doesn't even mean that they necessarily know", "confidence": 0.96, "timestamps": [["somebody does something in my therapist world doesn't even mean that they necessarily know", 496.39, 499.91, 0.963329017162323]]}, {"start": 499.906, "end": 506.226, "text": "why they're doing it. It's more of a check this out then I don't know I dropped out of college I joined the Army.", "confidence": 0.85, "timestamps": [["why they're doing it. It's more of a check this out then I don't know I dropped out of college", 499.91, 504.23, 0.963329017162323], ["I joined the Army.", 504.23, 506.23, 0.7314144372940063]]}, {"start": 505.918, "end": 510.717, "text": "But back to the husband and wife conversation, if the guy is just being a regular guy, he throws out something like,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["But back to the husband and wife conversation, if the guy is just being a regular guy, he throws out something like,", 505.92, 510.72, 1.0]]}, {"start": 510.879, "end": 514.741, "text": "I wonder if he did it because he felt like he had to, or the wife says, yeah, I wonder that too.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["I wonder if he did it because he felt like he had to, or the wife says, yeah, I wonder that too.", 510.88, 514.74, 1.0]]}, {"start": 514.786, "end": 519.755, "text": "Or maybe, I don't know, maybe it's because he wanted to get out of the podunk town that we all grew up in.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Or maybe, I don't know, maybe it's because he wanted to get out of the podunk town that we all grew up in.", 514.79, 519.75, 1.0]]}, {"start": 519.827, "end": 528.768, "text": "But the truth is they don't know. But they also didn't really go after each other or try to burn each other's thoughts or opinions down to the ground.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["But the truth is they don't know. But they also didn't really go after each other or try to burn each other's thoughts or opinions down to the ground.", 519.83, 528.77, 1.0]]}, {"start": 528.768, "end": 530.99, "text": "Down to the ground. They didn't have to make one person right,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Down to the ground.", 528.77, 529.61, 1.0], ["They didn't have to make one person right,", 529.61, 530.99, 1.0]]}, {"start": 531.088, "end": 532.331, "text": "the other person wrong.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["the other person wrong.", 531.09, 532.33, 1.0]]}, {"start": 532.808, "end": 538.146, "text": "Now, next up, if they have been doing a little, I don't know, air quote, doing their own work.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Now, next up, if they have been doing a little,", 532.81, 536.09, 1.0], ["I don't know, air quote, doing their own work.", 536.09, 538.15, 1.0]]}, {"start": 538.628, "end": 541.648, "text": "Then maybe listen to a little virtual couch, a little waking up to narcissism,", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["Then maybe listen to a little virtual couch,", 538.63, 540.25, 1.0], ["a little waking up to narcissism,", 540.25, 541.65, 1.0]]}, {"start": 541.792, "end": 544.349, "text": "and they hear about this concept of nonviolent communication,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["and they hear about this concept", 541.79, 542.97, 1.0], ["of nonviolent communication,", 542.97, 544.35, 1.0]]}, {"start": 544.568, "end": 548.58, "text": "and they realize, you know what, we're actually making an observation and a judgment all at once,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["and they realize, you know what,", 544.57, 545.85, 1.0], ["we're actually making an observation", 545.85, 547.22, 1.0], ["and a judgment all at once,", 547.33, 548.58, 1.0]]}, {"start": 548.988, "end": 552.01, "text": "and so we need to separate that judgment from the observation.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["and so we need to separate that judgment", 548.99, 551.07, 1.0], ["from the observation.", 551.07, 552.01, 1.0]]}, {"start": 552.488, "end": 555.782, "text": "So then they might bring a little bit more awareness to it and say, but you know, I don't know.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["So then they might bring a little bit more awareness to it", 552.49, 554.77, 1.0], ["and say, but you know, I don't know.", 554.77, 555.78, 1.0]]}, {"start": 555.928, "end": 561.597, "text": "I'm observing that he dropped out, went to the army, there's my judgment, but I guess the reality is I'm not really sure.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["I'm observing that he dropped out, went to the army,", 555.93, 558.81, 1.0], ["there's my judgment, but I guess the reality is", 558.81, 560.95, 1.0], ["I'm not really sure.", 560.95, 561.6, 1.0]]}, {"start": 562.228, "end": 566.968, "text": "And that might be a little more evolved than just both saying, I don't really know,", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["And that might be a little more evolved", 562.23, 564.41, 1.0], ["than just both saying, I don't really know,", 564.41, 566.97, 1.0]]}, {"start": 566.968, "end": 572.49, "text": "because they're recognizing, oh, this is what I'm doing. This is why I go to that place of making that judgment.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["because they're recognizing, oh, this is what I'm doing.", 566.97, 569.93, 1.0], ["This is why I go to that place of making that judgment.", 569.93, 572.49, 1.0]]}, {"start": 572.568, "end": 574.255, "text": "So now there's a little more awareness.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["So now there's a little more awareness.", 572.57, 574.25, 1.0]]}, {"start": 574.448, "end": 579.404, "text": "Now, if the wife in this scenario, let's just say is more emotionally immature", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Now, if the wife in this scenario,", 574.45, 577.01, 1.0], ["let's just say is more emotionally immature", 577.01, 579.4, 1.0]]}, {"start": 579.528, "end": 585.168, "text": "or the narcissist, then this conversation becomes her opportunity to get her narcissistic supply", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["or the narcissist, then this conversation", 579.53, 582.27, 1.0], ["becomes her opportunity to get her narcissistic supply", 582.27, 585.17, 1.0]]}, {"start": 585.168, "end": 587.065, "text": "or to take control or power.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["or to take control or power.", 585.17, 587.06, 1.0]]}, {"start": 587.328, "end": 590.428, "text": "And if I refer to Julie Hall's article that I referenced a couple of weeks ago", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And if I refer to Julie Hall's article", 587.33, 589.01, 1.0], ["that I referenced a couple of weeks ago", 589.01, 590.43, 1.0]]}, {"start": 590.428, "end": 596.121, "text": "on the antagonistic attachment style of the narcissist, then this might fit into competition.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["on the antagonistic attachment style of the narcissist,", 590.43, 593.04, 1.0], ["then this might fit into competition.", 593.71, 596.12, 1.0]]}, {"start": 596.808, "end": 601.531, "text": "Now, that means we both can't hold our own opinions. So therefore, if you don't agree with me,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Now, that means we both can't hold our own opinions.", 596.81, 599.71, 1.0], ["So therefore, if you don't agree with me,", 600.13, 601.53, 1.0]]}, {"start": 601.883, "end": 607.086, "text": "if you think I'm wrong, and how dare you, and now I must burn your opinion down to the ground.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["if you think I'm wrong, and how dare you,", 601.88, 604.39, 1.0], ["and now I must burn your opinion down to the ground.", 604.53, 607.09, 1.0]]}, {"start": 607.528, "end": 610.208, "text": "Julie said competition. So the competition's another type", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Julie said competition.", 607.53, 608.69, 1.0], ["So the competition's another type", 608.69, 610.21, 1.0]]}, {"start": 610.208, "end": 613.856, "text": "of relational antagonistic characteristic of the narcissist.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["of relational antagonistic characteristic of the narcissist.", 610.21, 613.86, 1.0]]}, {"start": 614.008, "end": 619.608, "text": "Narcissists approach relationships oppositionally, viewing other people, including and often,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Narcissists approach relationships oppositionally,", 614.01, 616.7, 1.0], ["viewing other people, including and often,", 617.23, 619.61, 1.0]]}, {"start": 619.608, "end": 622.813, "text": "especially their family members, as competitors for resources.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["especially their family members,", 619.61, 620.92, 1.0], ["as competitors for resources.", 621.39, 622.81, 1.0]]}, {"start": 622.908, "end": 625.937, "text": "Those resources may be tangible things, but often they are intangible,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Those resources may be tangible things,", 622.91, 624.67, 1.0], ["but often they are intangible,", 624.67, 625.94, 1.0]]}, {"start": 626.488, "end": 632.058, "text": "interpersonal resources such as attention, acknowledgement, inclusion, respect, admiration, affection.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["interpersonal resources such as attention,", 626.49, 628.71, 1.0], ["acknowledgement, inclusion, respect, admiration, affection.", 628.71, 632.06, 1.0]]}, {"start": 632.368, "end": 636.888, "text": "I would add to the narcissist or the emotionally mature, for some reason there's this bounty on truth", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["I would add to the narcissist or the emotionally mature,", 632.37, 634.73, 1.0], ["for some reason there's this bounty on truth", 634.89, 636.89, 1.0]]}, {"start": 636.888, "end": 638.792, "text": "that there can only be one truth.", "confidence": 0.82, "timestamps": [["that there can only be one truth.", 636.89, 638.79, 0.8188932538032532]]}, {"start": 639.728, "end": 645.355, "text": "So then seeing life as this zero-sum game, she said, in which they can only win if somebody else loses,", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["So then seeing life as this zero-sum game, she said, in which they can only win if somebody else loses,", 639.73, 645.35, 1.0]]}, {"start": 645.562, "end": 648.397, "text": "or therefore they can only be right if somebody else is wrong,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["or therefore they can only be right if somebody else is wrong,", 645.56, 648.4, 1.0]]}, {"start": 648.991, "end": 652.478, "text": "then narcissists continually work to undermine and one-up those around them,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["then narcissists continually work to undermine and one-up those around them,", 648.99, 652.48, 1.0]]}, {"start": 652.592, "end": 654.906, "text": "while asserting their superiority and greater entitlement.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["while asserting their superiority and greater entitlement.", 652.59, 654.91, 1.0]]}, {"start": 655.527, "end": 660.154, "text": "So then typical competitive narcissistic behaviors within families and other social groups include,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["So then typical competitive narcissistic behaviors within families and other social groups include,", 655.53, 660.15, 1.0]]}, {"start": 660.685, "end": 664.718, "text": "comparing, bragging, over-talking, blaming, cheating, exaggerating,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["comparing, bragging, over-talking, blaming, cheating, exaggerating,", 660.69, 664.72, 1.0]]}, {"start": 665.07, "end": 667.599, "text": "diminishing, excluding, applying double standards,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["diminishing, excluding, applying double standards,", 665.07, 667.6, 1.0]]}, {"start": 668.175, "end": 672.958, "text": "distorting and withholding information and taking undue credit. So here there might be", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["distorting and withholding information and taking undue credit. So here there might be", 668.18, 672.96, 1.0]]}, {"start": 672.958, "end": 677.998, "text": "exaggerating. There might be, you know, exaggerating, well, I definitely know because I've talked to the", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["exaggerating. There might be, you know, exaggerating, well, I definitely know because I've talked to the", 672.96, 678.0, 1.0]]}, {"start": 677.998, "end": 682.558, "text": "mom or I've talked to the kid or diminishing. Really? You think that that's what they're saying?", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["mom or I've talked to the kid or diminishing. Really? You think that that's what they're saying?", 678.0, 682.56, 1.0]]}, {"start": 683.821, "end": 687.438, "text": "But then if we just, I don't know, spin this wheel of narcissistic replies,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["But then if we just, I don't know, spin this wheel of narcissistic replies,", 683.82, 687.44, 1.0]]}, {"start": 688.124, "end": 692.078, "text": "let's, yeah, let's go with diminishing. So then the wife might say, really? She says.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["let's, yeah, let's go with diminishing. So then the wife might say, really? She says.", 688.12, 692.08, 1.0]]}, {"start": 692.95, "end": 697.598, "text": "You think that he felt like he had to. Well, that's the dumbest thing I've ever heard.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["You think that he felt like he had to. Well, that's the dumbest thing I've ever heard.", 692.95, 697.6, 1.0]]}, {"start": 697.856, "end": 701.918, "text": "But if you spin the wheel again and we land on mocking, then she might make fun of him", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["But if you spin the wheel again and we land on mocking, then she might make fun of him", 697.86, 701.92, 1.0]]}, {"start": 702.195, "end": 706.561, "text": "and say, oh, hi, I'm their son. I have to join the army because I'm dumb like my husband.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["and say, oh, hi, I'm their son.", 702.19, 703.84, 1.0], ["I have to join the army because I'm dumb like my husband.", 703.84, 706.56, 1.0]]}, {"start": 707.318, "end": 711.238, "text": "And then let's go to, let's spin it again, taking undue credit, maybe with a side of", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And then let's go to, let's spin it again, taking undue credit, maybe with a side of", 707.32, 711.24, 1.0]]}, {"start": 711.238, "end": 717.078, "text": "gaslighting, some bragging as well, saying, well, you would have asked me my opinion before just offering yours.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["gaslighting, some bragging as well, saying, well, you would have asked me my opinion before", 711.24, 715.88, 1.0], ["just offering yours.", 715.88, 717.08, 1.0]]}, {"start": 717.078, "end": 721.038, "text": "You might know that he came to me and asked for my advice and I said, well, what do you", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["You might know that he came to me and asked for my advice and I said, well, what do you", 717.08, 721.04, 1.0]]}, {"start": 721.038, "end": 722.333, "text": "want to do? And he said, I don't know.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["want to do?", 721.04, 722.04, 1.0], ["And he said, I don't know.", 722.04, 722.33, 1.0]]}, {"start": 723.038, "end": 726.348, "text": "I'm clueless, but I know that you're very smart and wise and that's why I came to you.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["I'm clueless, but I know that you're very smart and wise and that's why I came to you.", 723.04, 726.35, 1.0]]}, {"start": 727.478, "end": 731.198, "text": "So now in my private women's Facebook group, somebody shared a very good example of this", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["So now in my private women's Facebook group, somebody shared a very good example of this", 727.48, 731.2, 1.0]]}, {"start": 731.198, "end": 734.621, "text": "and I asked the group for more examples. So I want to read some of those today.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["and I asked the group for more examples.", 731.2, 733.24, 1.0], ["So I want to read some of those today.", 733.24, 734.62, 1.0]]}, {"start": 735.158, "end": 739.923, "text": "And in this particular example, the woman was talking about using a particular tool to fix something.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And in this particular example, the woman was talking about using a particular tool", 735.16, 738.97, 1.0], ["to fix something.", 739.01, 739.92, 1.0]]}, {"start": 740.478, "end": 743.718, "text": "She said she didn't necessarily know about the tool or actually let me let me read this", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["She said she didn't necessarily know about the tool or actually let me let me read this", 740.48, 743.72, 1.0]]}, {"start": 743.718, "end": 746.504, "text": "and there's some things that have been changed for confidentiality's sake.", "confidence": 0.93, "timestamps": [["and there's some things that have been changed for confidentiality's sake.", 743.72, 746.5, 0.9257016181945801]]}, {"start": 747.548, "end": 751.038, "text": "She said, I got gas lit to the fullest the other day, and I have to share.", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["She said, I got gas lit to the fullest the other day, and I have to share.", 747.55, 751.04, 1.0]]}, {"start": 751.038, "end": 754.458, "text": "My parents had a leak in their roof at their house, and lucky for me, my narcissistic or", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["My parents had a leak in their roof at their house, and lucky for me, my narcissistic or", 751.04, 754.46, 1.0]]}, {"start": 754.458, "end": 758.711, "text": "emotionally immature husband is a contractor. He arranged for a roofing guy to come check out the roof.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["emotionally immature husband is a contractor.", 754.46, 756.5, 1.0], ["He arranged for a roofing guy to come check out the roof.", 756.5, 758.71, 1.0]]}, {"start": 759.278, "end": 763.098, "text": "So he called me and he told me that, okay, you can call your dad and tell him to get", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["So he called me and he told me that, okay, you can call your dad and tell him to get", 759.28, 763.1, 1.0]]}, {"start": 763.098, "end": 764.608, "text": "on the ladder, clear out the gutters.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["on the ladder, clear out the gutters.", 763.1, 764.61, 1.0]]}, {"start": 764.998, "end": 770.398, "text": "Now she said, I don't know why, but I didn't even really know much about what the gutters", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Now she said, I don't know why, but I didn't even really know much about what the gutters", 765.0, 770.4, 1.0]]}, {"start": 770.398, "end": 772.269, "text": "do or why that was significant.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["do or why that was significant.", 770.4, 772.27, 1.0]]}, {"start": 772.418, "end": 775.914, "text": "And she said, I know that sounds lame and I'm sure I could figure it out, but I truly", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And she said, I know that sounds lame and I'm sure I could figure it out, but I truly", 772.42, 775.91, 1.0]]}, {"start": 776.318, "end": 781.118, "text": "just didn't know what I didn't know about roofs and gutters and contractors. 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Cleaning the gutters, is that a thing?", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["on the dried up shingles on the roof,", 862.63, 864.13, 1.0], ["and I'm your girl.", 864.43, 865.14, 1.0], ["Cleaning the gutters, is that a thing?", 865.45, 866.92, 1.0]]}, {"start": 867.668, "end": 872.688, "text": "So I tell him, no way, you told me to tell my dad to get on the ladder and clean the gutters.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["So I tell him, no way, you told me to tell my dad", 867.67, 871.29, 1.0], ["to get on the ladder and clean the gutters.", 871.29, 872.69, 1.0]]}, {"start": 872.688, "end": 877.228, "text": "My dad is old, I darn near challenged my husband when he first said it, that you really want my dad", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["My dad is old, I darn near challenged my husband", 872.69, 874.87, 1.0], ["when he first said it, that you really want my dad", 874.87, 877.23, 1.0]]}, {"start": 877.228, "end": 882.06, "text": "to be on a ladder, but I was giving him the benefit of the doubt, and then he proceeds to tell me that I never listen.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["to be on a ladder, but I was giving him the benefit", 877.23, 878.99, 1.0], ["of the doubt, and then he proceeds to tell me", 878.99, 881.31, 1.0], ["that I never listen.", 881.31, 882.06, 1.0]]}, {"start": 882.308, "end": 886.728, "text": "Maybe I was on my phone playing a game at the same time and I made it up, because I don't ever pay attention", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Maybe I was on my phone playing a game at the same time", 882.31, 884.51, 1.0], ["and I made it up, because I don't ever pay attention", 884.51, 886.73, 1.0]]}, {"start": 886.728, "end": 890.628, "text": "what he's saying and I come up with my own stuff all the time so why would he", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["what he's saying and I come up with my own stuff all the time so why would he", 886.73, 890.63, 1.0]]}, {"start": 890.628, "end": 895.548, "text": "tell me to have my dad climb up on a ladder and he almost gets me again,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["tell me to have my dad climb up on a ladder and he almost gets me again,", 890.63, 895.55, 1.0]]}, {"start": 896.077, "end": 900.068, "text": "because for a split second I thought I was why was I watching TV maybe a car", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["because for a split second I thought I was why was I watching TV maybe a car", 896.08, 900.07, 1.0]]}, {"start": 900.068, "end": 904.089, "text": "commercial came on I was listening to that wait no I was not watching TV it,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["commercial came on I was listening to that wait no I was not watching TV it,", 900.07, 904.09, 1.0]]}, {"start": 904.548, "end": 907.948, "text": "was silent at my house because I was listening to my podcast on my phone and", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["was silent at my house because I was listening to my podcast on my phone and", 904.55, 907.95, 1.0]]}, {"start": 907.948, "end": 915.528, "text": "you can't have a phone call and a podcast at the same time okay whoo I'm not crazy she said I almost wrote down the instructions even to make sure I", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["you can't have a phone call and a podcast at the same time okay whoo I'm", 907.95, 911.61, 1.0], ["not crazy she said I almost wrote down the instructions even to make sure I", 911.75, 915.53, 1.0]]}, {"start": 915.528, "end": 918.528, "text": "I didn't mess it up, but I figured it was only a couple of things and I can remember that.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["I didn't mess it up, but I figured it was only", 915.53, 916.97, 1.0], ["a couple of things and I can remember that.", 916.97, 918.53, 1.0]]}, {"start": 918.528, "end": 921.382, "text": "I was listening, I remember correctly, he said it.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["I was listening, I remember correctly, he said it.", 918.53, 921.38, 1.0]]}, {"start": 922.048, "end": 926.648, "text": "But now I'm defending myself. 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Maybe I am the psycho. Maybe I didn't hear him and said, shoot, he almost got me again.", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["How did I let this happen? Maybe I am the psycho. Maybe I didn't hear him and said, shoot, he almost got me again.", 1007.56, 1012.12, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1012.629, "end": 1017.211, "text": "I can't tell anybody about this. They think I'm crazy. So then she said, thank goodness for this Facebook group.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["I can't tell anybody about this. They think I'm crazy. So then she said, thank goodness for this Facebook group.", 1012.63, 1017.21, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1017.337, "end": 1021.171, "text": "And she posted to the group. So let me share a few more examples.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And she posted to the group. 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Maybe I didn't see it that way.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["then you might still say, I don't know, maybe I'm wrong.", 1047.53, 1050.65, 1.0], ["Maybe I didn't see it that way.", 1050.65, 1052.01, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1052.371, "end": 1055.948, "text": "But these are examples where you know that this is a thing.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["But these are examples where you know that this is a thing.", 1052.37, 1055.95, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1056.371, "end": 1061.844, "text": "I thought about earlier talking with someone not long ago. His wife was more of the emotionally immature,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["I thought about earlier talking with someone not long ago.", 1056.37, 1059.52, 1.0], ["His wife was more of the emotionally immature,", 1059.89, 1061.84, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1062.291, "end": 1067.571, "text": "and she was just talking about being unsure of what she wanted to do at a particular time", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["and she was just talking about being unsure", 1062.29, 1064.71, 1.0], ["of what she wanted to do at a particular time", 1064.85, 1067.57, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1067.571, "end": 1070.991, "text": "on a place to go on a vacation. And she named a few different places.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["on a place to go on a vacation.", 1067.57, 1069.45, 1.0], ["And she named a few different places.", 1069.45, 1070.99, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1071.091, "end": 1078.291, "text": "Now, she had also left part of her, in her travel plans, had left the family email address", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Now, she had also left part of her,", 1071.09, 1074.54, 1.0], ["in her travel plans, had left the family email address", 1074.83, 1078.29, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1078.291, "end": 1079.534, "text": "in for the itineraries.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["in for the itineraries.", 1078.29, 1079.53, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1079.811, "end": 1082.829, "text": "So he had already received an email that said where she was going,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["So he had already received an email", 1079.81, 1081.41, 1.0], ["that said where she was going,", 1081.41, 1082.83, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1083.071, "end": 1086.367, "text": "but then she was telling him, yeah, I don't really know. I haven't made up my mind.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["but then she was telling him,", 1083.07, 1084.45, 1.0], ["yeah, I don't really know.", 1084.45, 1085.29, 1.0], ["I haven't made up my mind.", 1085.29, 1086.37, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1086.611, "end": 1087.731, "text": "And so then he was saying, really?", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And so then he was saying, really?", 1086.61, 1087.73, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1088.464, "end": 1093.037, "text": "I just assumed you'd already made up your mind because I received the tickets.", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["I just assumed you'd already made up your mind", 1088.46, 1091.09, 1.0], ["because I received the tickets.", 1091.09, 1093.04, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1093.578, "end": 1098.529, "text": "And I received your itinerary. And then she just said, that wasn't me.", "confidence": 0.97, "timestamps": [["And I received your itinerary.", 1093.58, 1095.57, 0.9949058890342712], ["And then she just said, that wasn't me.", 1096.09, 1098.53, 0.9374958276748657]]}, {"start": 1099.366, "end": 1103.003, "text": "And so that was one of those moments where he said, okay, I, I, in the past might've thought.", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["And so that was one of those moments where he said, okay, I, I, in the past might've thought.", 1099.37, 1103.0, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1104.096, "end": 1110.016, "text": "How is this not you? But he just said, okay, I know that I'm not crazy. I know that that is not", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["How is this not you? But he just said, okay, I know that I'm not crazy. I know that that is not", 1104.1, 1110.02, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1110.016, "end": 1114.896, "text": "the case. And so these examples where I just want, I want people to hear these examples because,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["the case. And so these examples where I just want, I want people to hear these examples because,", 1110.02, 1114.9, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1115.597, "end": 1120.096, "text": "it's, it's hard enough when somebody has these things, these times where they're being gaslight", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["it's, it's hard enough when somebody has these things, these times where they're being gaslight", 1115.6, 1120.1, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1120.096, "end": 1124.656, "text": "about things that, okay, maybe they are questioning their, their sanity, even though I, I feel like", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["about things that, okay, maybe they are questioning their, their sanity, even though I, I feel like", 1120.1, 1124.66, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1124.656, "end": 1129.096, "text": "so often this is the emotionally immature person just gaslighting or trying to get out", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["so often this is the emotionally immature person just gaslighting or trying to get out", 1124.66, 1129.1, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1129.096, "end": 1131.396, "text": "of a situation to get rid of their discomfort.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["of a situation to get rid of their discomfort.", 1129.1, 1131.4, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1131.856, "end": 1136.416, "text": "They will say anything in the moment to get rid of their discomfort and it will be a lie.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["They will say anything in the moment to get rid of their discomfort and it will be a lie.", 1131.86, 1136.42, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1136.416, "end": 1139.255, "text": "It will not be a truth or it might be a half-truth.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["It will not be a truth or it might be a half-truth.", 1136.42, 1139.26, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1139.616, "end": 1144.557, "text": "So here are a couple of examples. One person said, my ex likes to say, I just don't really remember that.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["So here are a couple of examples.", 1139.62, 1141.16, 1.0], ["One person said, my ex likes to say, I just don't really remember that.", 1141.16, 1144.56, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1145.616, "end": 1150.376, "text": "And she said a specific example was being at a farm where they would get pumpkins and", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["And she said a specific example was being at a farm where they would get pumpkins and", 1145.62, 1150.38, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1150.376, "end": 1152.758, "text": "this was when their kids were young.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["this was when their kids were young.", 1150.38, 1152.76, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1153.336, "end": 1156.956, "text": "She said, he went to get some food for the family and I said that I would take the kids", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["She said, he went to get some food for the family", 1153.34, 1155.48, 1.0], ["and I said that I would take the kids", 1155.48, 1156.96, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1156.956, "end": 1158.394, "text": "and I would find a table to sit down.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["and I would find a table to sit down.", 1156.96, 1158.39, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1159.056, "end": 1162.931, "text": "So she went, she found the table to sit down. She said, I watched him get the food.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["So she went, she found the table to sit down.", 1159.06, 1161.25, 1.0], ["She said, I watched him get the food.", 1161.46, 1162.93, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1163.496, "end": 1168.629, "text": "Then I watched him just walk directly over to a random table and sit down and he started eating.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Then I watched him just walk directly over", 1163.5, 1165.42, 1.0], ["to a random table and sit down and he started eating.", 1165.42, 1168.63, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1168.996, "end": 1173.32, "text": "She said, I watched, he was in plain sight and he didn't bother to look around for us.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["She said, I watched, he was in plain sight", 1169.0, 1171.3, 1.0], ["and he didn't bother to look around for us.", 1171.3, 1173.32, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1173.416, "end": 1175.136, "text": "He didn't even pause for a quick glance.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["He didn't even pause for a quick glance.", 1173.42, 1175.14, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1175.136, "end": 1180.008, "text": "So as I'm watching this, then I have to pack up all of the things with our little kids,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["So as I'm watching this, then I have to pack up", 1175.14, 1177.68, 1.0], ["all of the things with our little kids,", 1177.68, 1180.01, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1180.449, "end": 1184.496, "text": "and then wrangle them over to him. And I said, hey, why didn't you come find the table", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["and then wrangle them over to him.", 1180.45, 1181.98, 1.0], ["And I said, hey, why didn't you come find the table", 1181.98, 1184.5, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1184.496, "end": 1186.031, "text": "that we were sitting at like we had talked about?", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["that we were sitting at like we had talked about?", 1184.5, 1186.03, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1186.776, "end": 1190.397, "text": "She said, I was obviously irritated. And at this point he looked at me and he said,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["She said, I was obviously irritated.", 1186.78, 1188.24, 1.0], ["And at this point he looked at me and he said,", 1188.64, 1190.4, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1190.576, "end": 1194.763, "text": "and this breaks my heart, but he said, F you.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["and this breaks my heart, but he said, F you.", 1190.58, 1194.76, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1195.136, "end": 1201.821, "text": "You are being, and he went on, an effing B. And I'm only saying this so I don't have to click the explicit rating.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["You are being, and he went on, an effing B.", 1195.14, 1198.82, 1.0], ["And I'm only saying this", 1198.82, 1199.78, 1.0], ["so I don't have to click the explicit rating.", 1199.78, 1201.82, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1202.176, "end": 1205.596, "text": "And she said, and then he threw food at me while I was holding our little kid", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And she said, and then he threw food at me", 1202.18, 1203.98, 1.0], ["while I was holding our little kid", 1204.06, 1205.6, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1205.596, "end": 1208.131, "text": "and there was another little kid standing next to me. She said, I was horrified.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["and there was another little kid standing next to me.", 1205.6, 1207.22, 1.0], ["She said, I was horrified.", 1207.22, 1208.13, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1208.696, "end": 1211.136, "text": "I cried on and off the rest of the day. he never apologized.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["I cried on and off the rest of the day.", 1208.7, 1210.18, 1.0], ["he never apologized.", 1210.18, 1211.14, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1211.136, "end": 1214.456, "text": "When I confronted him about his behavior later, he said, I don't even remember,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["When I confronted him about his behavior later,", 1211.14, 1212.86, 1.0], ["he said, I don't even remember,", 1212.86, 1214.46, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1214.456, "end": 1215.459, "text": "I don't remember what you're talking about.", "confidence": 0.9, "timestamps": [["I don't remember what you're talking about.", 1214.46, 1215.46, 0.9030465483665466]]}, {"start": 1216.287, "end": 1220.377, "text": "She said, I agonized over this moment for days, months, and even eventually years, because he", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["She said, I agonized over this moment for days, months, and even eventually years, because he", 1216.29, 1220.38, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1220.377, "end": 1225.257, "text": "eventually had me believing that I was crazy. That it might have been so insignificant that", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["eventually had me believing that I was crazy. That it might have been so insignificant that", 1220.38, 1225.26, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1225.257, "end": 1230.137, "text": "why would anybody remember it? And she said, here I am almost 15 years later still traumatized over", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["why would anybody remember it? And she said, here I am almost 15 years later still traumatized over", 1225.26, 1230.14, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1230.331, "end": 1234.857, "text": "it. I certainly will never forget it. It's one of many examples. I want these examples to be heard", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["it. I certainly will never forget it. It's one of many examples. I want these examples to be heard", 1230.33, 1234.86, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1235.048, "end": 1239.337, "text": "because I want people to know that this is a behavior of the narcissist or the emotionally", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["because I want people to know that this is a behavior of the narcissist or the emotionally", 1235.05, 1239.34, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1239.337, "end": 1244.857, "text": "immature person. And they say whatever they need to to get out of that moment, to get rid of their", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["immature person. And they say whatever they need to to get out of that moment, to get rid of their", 1239.34, 1244.86, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1244.857, "end": 1250.697, "text": "discomfort at the expense of whomever. She talked about another one that said that her husband has", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["discomfort at the expense of whomever. She talked about another one that said that her husband has", 1244.86, 1250.7, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1250.697, "end": 1257.497, "text": "denied many traumatizing and hurtful things and the denial is even more traumatizing at times than", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["denied many traumatizing and hurtful things and the denial is even more traumatizing at times than", 1250.7, 1257.5, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1257.497, "end": 1262.613, "text": "the initial event because he would say often, hey, I know myself, I would never do that. So,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["the initial event because he would say often, hey, I know myself, I would never do that. So,", 1257.5, 1262.61, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1263.369, "end": 1267.577, "text": "then she said, okay, so are you then calling me the liar? And he said, why do you always have to", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["then she said, okay, so are you then calling me the liar? 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And I said, well, you did though.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["She said he loves the concept of word salad.", 1274.26, 1276.17, 1.0], ["And I said, well, you did though.", 1276.6, 1278.46, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1278.457, "end": 1280.699, "text": "So you are clearly misremembering.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["So you are clearly misremembering.", 1278.46, 1280.7, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1281.517, "end": 1286.057, "text": "And it was very traumatizing me to drag myself across the floor one time to the bathroom", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And it was very traumatizing me to drag myself", 1281.52, 1283.7, 1.0], ["across the floor one time to the bathroom", 1283.7, 1286.06, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1286.057, "end": 1289.777, "text": "when I was pregnant and I had pulled a muscle and you refused to help me.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["when I was pregnant and I had pulled a muscle", 1286.06, 1288.76, 1.0], ["and you refused to help me.", 1288.76, 1289.78, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1289.777, "end": 1291.609, "text": "You went right back to sleep, you were snoring.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["You went right back to sleep, you were snoring.", 1289.78, 1291.61, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1292.457, "end": 1295.737, "text": "And she said, he just pulls out all these toxic immature strategies", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["And she said, he just pulls out", 1292.46, 1293.82, 1.0], ["all these toxic immature strategies", 1293.82, 1295.74, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1295.737, "end": 1298.177, "text": "to make sure that he is the objective holder", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["to make sure that he is the objective holder", 1295.74, 1298.18, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1298.177, "end": 1300.864, "text": "of the truth on the matter. And to this day says things like,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["of the truth on the matter.", 1298.18, 1299.18, 1.0], ["And to this day says things like,", 1299.18, 1300.86, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1301.197, "end": 1306.238, "text": "that I'm the one that has never listened and I haven't been compassionate about his experiences.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["that I'm the one that has never listened", 1301.2, 1303.02, 1.0], ["and I haven't been compassionate about his experiences.", 1303.24, 1306.24, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1307.117, "end": 1312.117, "text": "She said that I don't know what else I could possibly do. I could list loads of examples of him being anything", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["She said that I don't know what else I could possibly do.", 1307.12, 1309.84, 1.0], ["I could list loads of examples of him being anything", 1309.84, 1312.12, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1312.117, "end": 1313.44, "text": "but empathetic and compassionate.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["but empathetic and compassionate.", 1312.12, 1313.44, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1314.277, "end": 1319.471, "text": "And she said, you'd really have better luck getting empathy and real compassion from a barn wall.", "confidence": 0.99, "timestamps": [["And she said, you'd really have better luck", 1314.28, 1316.3, 1.0], ["getting empathy and real compassion from a barn wall.", 1316.4, 1319.47, 0.9717985987663269]]}, {"start": 1320.318, "end": 1325.323, "text": "And this is where that emotional immaturity is that it's just on full display,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And this is where that emotional immaturity", 1320.32, 1323.19, 1.0], ["is that it's just on full display,", 1323.29, 1325.32, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1325.868, "end": 1332.768, "text": "that the person does what they do and they cannot self-confront or sit with any of that discomfort,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["that the person does what they do", 1325.87, 1327.87, 1.0], ["and they cannot self-confront", 1328.49, 1331.05, 1.0], ["or sit with any of that discomfort,", 1331.05, 1332.77, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1333.408, "end": 1335.608, "text": "because that would mean that they might have done something wrong", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["because that would mean", 1333.41, 1334.23, 1.0], ["that they might have done something wrong", 1334.23, 1335.61, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1335.608, "end": 1337.808, "text": "and we trace this all the way back to their childhood", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["and we trace this all the way back to their childhood", 1335.61, 1337.81, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1338.205, "end": 1340.393, "text": "and gaslighting is a childhood defense mechanism.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["and gaslighting is a childhood defense mechanism.", 1338.2, 1340.39, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1340.888, "end": 1343.848, "text": "That they grew up in a home and I'm not trying to say that you then just say,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["That they grew up in a home", 1340.89, 1342.01, 1.0], ["and I'm not trying to say that you then just say,", 1342.01, 1343.85, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1343.848, "end": 1347.351, "text": "okay, well then I need to not feel the way I feel because you do feel the way you feel", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["okay, well then I need to not feel the way I feel", 1343.85, 1346.13, 1.0], ["because you do feel the way you feel", 1346.13, 1347.35, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1347.648, "end": 1351.781, "text": "because your body is keeping the score I'm trying to tell you that this is not okay.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["because your body is keeping the score", 1347.65, 1349.57, 1.0], ["I'm trying to tell you that this is not okay.", 1349.57, 1351.78, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1352.408, "end": 1356.822, "text": "That it isn't something that you just have to suck up and get over because tell your body that.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["That it isn't something that you just have to suck up", 1352.41, 1354.45, 1.0], ["and get over because tell your body that.", 1354.45, 1356.82, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1357.168, "end": 1360.168, "text": "Because eventually this is where people start to develop chronic pain.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Because eventually this is where people start", 1357.17, 1359.01, 1.0], ["to develop chronic pain.", 1359.01, 1360.17, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1360.168, "end": 1363.448, "text": "They start to have autoimmune disorders. They start to have irritable bowel syndrome.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["They start to have autoimmune disorders.", 1360.17, 1361.93, 1.0], ["They start to have irritable bowel syndrome.", 1361.93, 1363.45, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1363.448, "end": 1367.248, "text": "They start to have high blood pressure. So many things where your own body is saying,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["They start to have high blood pressure.", 1363.45, 1364.81, 1.0], ["So many things where your own body is saying,", 1364.81, 1367.25, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1367.248, "end": 1368.714, "text": "I can't keep doing this.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["I can't keep doing this.", 1367.25, 1368.71, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1369.65, "end": 1374.682, "text": "But from that person, they weren't modeled a parent that was taking ownership or accountability.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["But from that person, they weren't modeled", 1369.65, 1371.77, 1.0], ["a parent that was taking ownership or accountability.", 1371.93, 1374.68, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1375.008, "end": 1378.346, "text": "They weren't allowed to have their own feelings or emotions, they had to be stuffed.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["They weren't allowed to have their own feelings", 1375.01, 1376.73, 1.0], ["or emotions, they had to be stuffed.", 1376.73, 1378.35, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1379.48, "end": 1383.168, "text": "Or if they got in trouble, they got in trouble. And when you're a little kid", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["Or if they got in trouble, they got in trouble.", 1379.48, 1381.9, 1.0], ["And when you're a little kid", 1382.21, 1383.17, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1383.168, "end": 1386.488, "text": "and you get in that kind of trouble, whether it's the physical abuse, the emotional abuse,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["and you get in that kind of trouble,", 1383.17, 1384.27, 1.0], ["whether it's the physical abuse, the emotional abuse,", 1384.27, 1386.49, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1386.488, "end": 1389.437, "text": "the just denying of just kindness and affection,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["the just denying of just kindness and affection,", 1386.49, 1389.44, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1390.168, "end": 1395.488, "text": "then it becomes a matter of life or death if you did something wrong.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["then it becomes a matter of life or death", 1390.17, 1393.69, 1.0], ["if you did something wrong.", 1394.14, 1395.49, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1395.488, "end": 1402.528, "text": "So you learn at a very young age to basically disassociate and you could not have done something wrong", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["So you learn at a very young age", 1395.49, 1397.94, 1.0], ["to basically disassociate", 1398.13, 1400.56, 1.0], ["and you could not have done something wrong", 1400.69, 1402.53, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1402.528, "end": 1407.351, "text": "and now you need to get rid of that discomfort so fast you're willing to just push nuclear buttons,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["and now you need to get rid of that discomfort so fast", 1402.53, 1405.21, 1.0], ["you're willing to just push nuclear buttons,", 1405.21, 1407.35, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1408.088, "end": 1410.439, "text": "to then get that person away from you.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["to then get that person away from you.", 1408.09, 1410.44, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1411.088, "end": 1414.076, "text": "And then that's the problem. That's the do you wanna ride bikes problem.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And then that's the problem.", 1411.09, 1412.31, 1.0], ["That's the do you wanna ride bikes problem.", 1412.31, 1414.08, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1414.668, "end": 1418.154, "text": "Because then what that means is that then once they get rid of that discomfort,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Because then what that means is that then", 1414.67, 1416.49, 1.0], ["once they get rid of that discomfort,", 1416.49, 1418.15, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1418.288, "end": 1419.856, "text": "oh, they feel better.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["oh, they feel better.", 1418.29, 1419.86, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1420.808, "end": 1424.69, "text": "So then you now are left to carry that trauma and carry it on your own.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["So then you now are left to carry that trauma", 1420.81, 1423.26, 1.0], ["and carry it on your own.", 1423.65, 1424.69, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1425.248, "end": 1429.368, "text": "And that just gets heavier and heavier. It's this bag of bricks that every single time", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And that just gets heavier and heavier.", 1425.25, 1427.17, 1.0], ["It's this bag of bricks that every single time", 1427.17, 1429.37, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1429.368, "end": 1431.775, "text": "is one more and one more and one more.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["is one more and one more and one more.", 1429.37, 1431.77, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1431.888, "end": 1434.925, "text": "And they're the ones saying, man, I just grabbed a brick. It's kinda heavy.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And they're the ones saying,", 1431.89, 1432.73, 1.0], ["man, I just grabbed a brick.", 1432.73, 1434.17, 1.0], ["It's kinda heavy.", 1434.17, 1434.93, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1435.088, "end": 1438.859, "text": "Let me put that in your backpack. I feel better. 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Thank goodness I woke up.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["She said, no wonder I thought I had gone crazy.", 1626.69, 1629.35, 1.0], ["Thank goodness I woke up.", 1629.93, 1631.0, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1631.328, "end": 1632.858, "text": "Feel free to use this example, Tony.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Feel free to use this example, Tony.", 1631.33, 1632.86, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1633.968, "end": 1637.868, "text": "And I appreciate so much of that, where she talked about having the visual proof", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And I appreciate so much of that,", 1633.97, 1635.89, 1.0], ["where she talked about having the visual proof", 1635.89, 1637.87, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1637.868, "end": 1642.848, "text": "that it was this thing that seemed a bit mundane and that she knew that he was the only one", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["that it was this thing that seemed a bit mundane", 1637.87, 1640.19, 1.0], ["and that she knew that he was the only one", 1640.45, 1642.85, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1642.848, "end": 1647.154, "text": "that had had access down to the basement or wherever the glass was kept.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["that had had access down to the basement", 1642.85, 1645.61, 1.0], ["or wherever the glass was kept.", 1645.61, 1647.15, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1647.248, "end": 1649.746, "text": "And then he just went with, that's all it was.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And then he just went with, that's all it was.", 1647.25, 1649.75, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1651.106, "end": 1656.448, "text": "But he knows, or does he, that he is the one that got rid of the glass, that he threw the glass away.", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["But he knows, or does he, that he is the one", 1651.11, 1654.49, 1.0], ["that got rid of the glass, that he threw the glass away.", 1654.49, 1656.45, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1656.448, "end": 1660.008, "text": "The only reason I say does he, is I feel like when I really start working", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["The only reason I say does he,", 1656.45, 1658.05, 1.0], ["is I feel like when I really start working", 1658.13, 1660.01, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1660.008, "end": 1662.968, "text": "with an individual and you're looking at that concept again", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["with an individual and you're looking at that concept again", 1660.01, 1662.97, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1662.968, "end": 1667.778, "text": "of confabulation and confabulation is just changing that narrative of memory,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["of confabulation and confabulation", 1662.97, 1664.97, 1.0], ["is just changing that narrative of memory,", 1664.97, 1667.78, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1668.288, "end": 1672.567, "text": "to fit whatever the narrative is for the narcissist or for the emotionally immature.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["to fit whatever the narrative is for the narcissist", 1668.29, 1671.53, 1.0], ["or for the emotionally immature.", 1671.53, 1672.57, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1673.408, "end": 1678.128, "text": "And we all confabulate to a bit and it's been a while, but I know I overused this example", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["And we all confabulate to a bit and it's been a while,", 1673.41, 1676.39, 1.0], ["but I know I overused this example", 1676.39, 1678.13, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1678.347, "end": 1681.848, "text": "of a client of mine coming in and I thought that they said they were gonna be five minutes late.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["of a client of mine coming in", 1678.35, 1679.45, 1.0], ["and I thought that they said", 1679.45, 1680.73, 1.0], ["they were gonna be five minutes late.", 1680.73, 1681.85, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1681.848, "end": 1684.248, "text": "They thought that they said they were gonna be 10 minutes late.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["They thought that they said", 1681.85, 1683.25, 1.0], ["they were gonna be 10 minutes late.", 1683.25, 1684.25, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1684.248, "end": 1685.621, "text": "This was all in a text exchange.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["This was all in a text exchange.", 1684.25, 1685.62, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1686.062, "end": 1689.771, "text": "And then when they arrived, we looked at the text and they just said, I'm gonna be a few minutes late.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And then when they arrived, we looked at the text", 1686.06, 1688.33, 1.0], ["and they just said, I'm gonna be a few minutes late.", 1688.33, 1689.77, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1690.248, "end": 1691.913, "text": "So we both had thought,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["So we both had thought,", 1690.25, 1691.91, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1692.498, "end": 1698.268, "text": "thought very certain, we were sure that we were right. And I swear to you, I would have taken a", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["thought very certain, we were sure that we were right. And I swear to you, I would have taken a", 1692.5, 1698.27, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1698.268, "end": 1704.028, "text": "polygraph or whatever that would take. And I would have told you that I saw visually five minutes", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["polygraph or whatever that would take. And I would have told you that I saw visually five minutes", 1698.27, 1704.03, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1704.028, "end": 1710.508, "text": "late on my phone. And I understand, again, because of the mechanisms of memory, that he and I had had", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["late on my phone. And I understand, again, because of the mechanisms of memory, that he and I had had", 1704.03, 1710.51, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1710.508, "end": 1716.108, "text": "that exchange on several occasions. And so I had seen the texts before that said, I'm going to be", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["that exchange on several occasions. And so I had seen the texts before that said, I'm going to be", 1710.51, 1716.11, 1.0]]}, {"start": 1716.108, "end": 1720.828, "text": "five minutes late. But then I feel like the difference is then when we were both confronted", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["five minutes late. 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I refuse to be treated this way and stop asking me what I'm doing on my phone because I'm not going to take it anymore.", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["And he said, get over it.", 2303.08, 2304.13, 1.0], ["I refuse to be treated this way and stop asking me what I'm doing on my phone because I'm not going to take it anymore.", 2304.59, 2310.58, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2310.711, "end": 2312.737, "text": "I'm not going to stand it. This is your problem.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["I'm not going to stand it.", 2310.71, 2311.47, 1.0], ["This is your problem.", 2311.47, 2312.74, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2313.169, "end": 2319.146, "text": "And you have a problem with me looking at porn or even reaching out to anybody that I want to reach out to.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And you have a problem with me looking at porn or even reaching out to anybody that I want to reach out to.", 2313.17, 2319.15, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2319.506, "end": 2321.361, "text": "So go talk to somebody else about it.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["So go talk to somebody else about it.", 2319.51, 2321.36, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2321.631, "end": 2328.392, "text": "And then I appreciate this had to have been uncomfortable for her, but she said the memory that came up in my mind that I had forgotten about really did trigger me.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And then I appreciate this had to have been uncomfortable for her, but she said the memory that came up in my mind that I had forgotten about really did trigger me.", 2321.63, 2328.39, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2328.392, "end": 2334.392, "text": "And it changed the narrative of what the things that we're talking about now, and it really shed light on more truth.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And it changed the narrative of what the things that we're talking about now, and it really shed light on more truth.", 2328.39, 2334.39, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2334.392, "end": 2336.392, "text": "And she said, we never even talked about it.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And she said, we never even talked about it.", 2334.39, 2336.39, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2336.602, "end": 2345.392, "text": "And then she said that she had simply asked for some space, some time so that she could calm down her trauma response and not even the fact that they weren't still going to address it.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And then she said that she had simply asked for some space, some time so that she could calm down her trauma response and not even the fact that they weren't still going to address it.", 2336.6, 2345.39, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2345.865, "end": 2348.952, "text": "But she said to her husband, yeah, I might've been a little bit distant", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["But she said to her husband,", 2345.86, 2347.47, 1.0], ["yeah, I might've been a little bit distant", 2347.47, 2348.95, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2348.952, "end": 2350.654, "text": "since the time that I was triggered,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["since the time that I was triggered,", 2348.95, 2350.65, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2351.072, "end": 2354.792, "text": "but she said, I have made a lot of efforts in trying to just come back to the present,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["but she said, I have made a lot of efforts", 2351.07, 2353.03, 1.0], ["in trying to just come back to the present,", 2353.03, 2354.79, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2354.792, "end": 2356.064, "text": "make things normal with you.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["make things normal with you.", 2354.79, 2356.06, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2356.192, "end": 2361.376, "text": "I'm really hurting, I feel betrayed, and now I can't believe that you're telling me to get over it.", "confidence": 0.98, "timestamps": [["I'm really hurting, I feel betrayed,", 2356.19, 2357.75, 1.0], ["and now I can't believe that you're telling me", 2358.11, 2360.69, 1.0], ["to get over it.", 2360.87, 2361.38, 0.953784167766571]]}, {"start": 2362.141, "end": 2366.191, "text": "And he claimed that she was being disrespectful because he had been working from home,", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["And he claimed that she was being disrespectful", 2362.14, 2364.39, 1.0], ["because he had been working from home,", 2364.39, 2366.19, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2366.191, "end": 2369.262, "text": "that she's now bothering him at work, she's gonna affect his livelihood.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["that she's now bothering him at work,", 2366.19, 2367.65, 1.0], ["she's gonna affect his livelihood.", 2367.65, 2369.26, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2369.391, "end": 2374.291, "text": "And then I was, again, proud of her. She said, hey, you're the one that brought this up to me", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And then I was, again, proud of her.", 2369.39, 2371.23, 1.0], ["She said, hey, you're the one that brought this up to me", 2371.23, 2374.29, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2374.291, "end": 2376.797, "text": "on your own while you were working from home.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["on your own while you were working from home.", 2374.29, 2376.8, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2377.319, "end": 2384.376, "text": "And then he just unleashed a barrage of explicatives and it really put this person into a bad state.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And then he just unleashed a barrage of explicatives", 2377.32, 2381.47, 1.0], ["and it really put this person into a bad state.", 2381.63, 2384.38, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2384.931, "end": 2389.291, "text": "And the reason I wanted to end with this is I feel like this is such a good example", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And the reason I wanted to end with this", 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"text": "their career, their health.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["their career, their health.", 2428.72, 2429.65, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2430.091, "end": 2434.811, "text": "So when I'm working with the person that is the person struggling with turning to pornography", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["So when I'm working with the person", 2430.09, 2431.51, 1.0], ["that is the person struggling with turning to pornography", 2431.65, 2434.81, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2434.811, "end": 2439.237, "text": "as an unhealthy coping mechanism, then we're working on filling what I call those voids in their life.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["as an unhealthy coping mechanism,", 2434.81, 2436.19, 1.0], ["then we're working on filling", 2436.63, 2437.79, 1.0], ["what I call those voids in their life.", 2437.79, 2439.24, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2439.606, "end": 2444.911, "text": "But that same concept rings true if people are turning to everything from food to gambling", "confidence": 1.0, 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I got caught and I'm here and I'm not gonna do it again", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["25% of the people or so say, okay, fine. 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And she also says another way we can know", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["and it does need healing, and it needs the right tools.", 2845.89, 2848.5, 1.0], ["And she also says another way we can know", 2849.05, 2851.39, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2851.392, "end": 2854.187, "text": "is when we hear about the same problem or issue over and over again.", "confidence": 0.97, "timestamps": [["is when we hear about the same problem or issue", 2851.39, 2853.37, 1.0], ["over and over again.", 2853.37, 2854.19, 0.9370975494384766]]}, {"start": 2855.222, "end": 2858.772, "text": "But here's where things are fascinating, though we don't know what we don't know, but I want", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["But here's where things are fascinating, though we don't know what we don't know, but I want", 2855.22, 2858.77, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2858.772, "end": 2863.832, "text": "those of you who are maybe in these emotionally immature relationships to really try to step", "confidence": 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injuries like affairs or repeated significant injuries require", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And she even says more severe injuries like affairs or repeated significant injuries require", 2876.59, 2880.65, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2880.652, "end": 2882.625, "text": "more and sometimes different treatment.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["more and sometimes different treatment.", 2880.65, 2882.62, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2883.152, "end": 2886.622, "text": "But just this concept of an attachment injury apology alone, I think is brilliant.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["But just this concept of an attachment injury apology alone, I think is brilliant.", 2883.15, 2886.62, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2886.732, "end": 2891.006, "text": "She says, first, you must sincerely want to heal all such injuries.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["She says, first, you must sincerely want to heal all such injuries.", 2886.73, 2891.01, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2891.472, "end": 2896.472, "text": "So if I am 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"text": "So is he working on himself with a therapist? Is he taking ownership and accountability", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["So is he working on himself with a therapist?", 2971.93, 2974.57, 1.0], ["Is he taking ownership and accountability", 2974.57, 2976.49, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2976.492, "end": 2979.822, "text": "or is he just going to a therapist and just getting validation?", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["or is he just going to a therapist", 2976.49, 2977.73, 1.0], ["and just getting validation?", 2977.73, 2979.82, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2979.992, "end": 2985.575, "text": "Sue Johnson said, the next time the triggering event occurs and ignites your wife's emotions about the injury, stay with it.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Sue Johnson said,", 2979.99, 2980.86, 1.0], ["the next time the triggering event occurs", 2981.17, 2982.94, 1.0], ["and ignites your wife's emotions about the injury,", 2983.13, 2985.09, 1.0], ["stay with it.", 2985.09, 2985.57, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2985.952, "end": 2989.356, "text": "Bring the entire issue tenderly and carefully to the forefront of her thoughts.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Bring the entire issue tenderly and carefully", 2985.95, 2988.21, 1.0], ["to the forefront of her thoughts.", 2988.21, 2989.36, 1.0]]}, {"start": 2989.852, "end": 2993.803, "text": "Go over all the events that led up to it, all of the errors made, acknowledge the missed cues.", "confidence": 0.93, "timestamps": [["Go over all the events that led up to it,", 2989.85, 2991.41, 1.0], ["all of the errors made, acknowledge the missed cues.", 2991.41, 2993.8, 0.8561663031578064]]}, {"start": 2994.46, "end": 3001.473, "text": "And to be healing, then your attitude should be calm, humble, soft-spoken, contrite during the conversation.", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["And to be healing, then your attitude should be calm,", 2994.46, 2998.7, 1.0], ["humble, soft-spoken, contrite during the conversation.", 2998.83, 3001.47, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3001.55, "end": 3007.081, "text": 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Apologize for every little detail", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Next, then Sue Johnson talks about apologizing.", 3042.11, 3044.59, 1.0], ["Apologize for every little detail", 3044.59, 3045.99, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3045.99, "end": 3047.087, "text": "that you're responsible for.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["that you're responsible for.", 3045.99, 3047.09, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3047.55, "end": 3053.524, "text": "She says everyone. Then apologize for the things that happened that you did not cause, especially if you didn't cause them.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["She says everyone.", 3047.55, 3048.44, 1.0], ["Then apologize for the things that happened", 3048.63, 3050.19, 1.0], ["that you did not cause, especially if you didn't cause them.", 3050.19, 3053.52, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3053.85, "end": 3057.11, "text": "Apologize that they even happened. Be truly sorrowful that these events", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Apologize that they even happened.", 3053.85, 3055.17, 1.0], ["Be truly sorrowful that these events", 3055.17, 3057.11, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3057.11, "end": 3058.73, "text": "contributed to your wife's pain and sorrow.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["contributed to your wife's pain and sorrow.", 3057.11, 3058.73, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3058.73, "end": 3059.85, "text": "Now, what does that look like?", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Now, what does that look like?", 3058.73, 3059.85, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3060.033, "end": 3063.33, "text": "In this scenario, it's being able to really sit with your wife and say, I am so sorry", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["In this scenario, it's being able to really sit", 3060.03, 3061.81, 1.0], ["with your wife and say, I am so sorry", 3061.81, 3063.33, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3063.33, "end": 3067.081, "text": "that I put you in a spot where you have these triggers, and I'm not 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3090.09, "end": 3091.388, "text": "and you want to be there for her.", "confidence": 0.97, "timestamps": [["and you want to be there for her.", 3090.09, 3091.39, 0.9709126949310303]]}, {"start": 3092.234, "end": 3097.884, "text": "Now, Sue says, proceed slowly, only go forward when there has been enough time for her to absorb what's occurring.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Now, Sue says, proceed slowly, only go forward when there has been enough time for her to absorb what's occurring.", 3092.23, 3097.88, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3098.085, "end": 3101.684, "text": "And then next, let her know what your intent was and what your intent is now.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And then next, let her know what your intent was and what your intent is now.", 3098.09, 3101.68, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3101.684, "end": 3106.025, "text": "At that point, maybe your intent was you were hurting and you didn't even have the tools to cope.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["At that point, maybe 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it.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And if it was selfish, prideful, controlling, apologize for it.", 3116.4, 3118.73, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3119.61, "end": 3125.002, "text": "Tell her how your intent is going to change if it needs to. 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I didn't know what I know now, but that doesn't mean so.", 3133.68, 3137.8, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3137.804, "end": 3140.684, "text": "You need to let this go. It says, so I am so sorry.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["You need to let this go.", 3137.8, 3139.0, 1.0], ["It says, so I am so sorry.", 3139.0, 3140.68, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3141.539, "end": 3144.524, "text": "And she said, pointing out that your intent was not meant to harm.", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["And she said, pointing out that your intent was not meant to harm.", 3141.54, 3144.52, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3145.086, "end": 3148.884, "text": "It can be a step in the process, but it doesn't negate any of these other steps.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["It can be a step in the process, but it doesn't negate any of these other steps.", 3145.09, 3148.88, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3149.38, "end": 3152.044, "text": "Now, the fourth step, she says, next, tell her how you're gonna prevent things", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Now, the fourth step, she says,", 3149.38, 3150.48, 1.0], ["next, tell her how you're gonna prevent things", 3150.48, 3152.04, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3152.044, "end": 3152.99, "text": "like this from happening again.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["like this from happening again.", 3152.04, 3152.99, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3153.404, "end": 3156.339, "text": "And here's where I feel like people say, look, I'm gonna open up my phone,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And here's where I feel like people say,", 3153.4, 3154.76, 1.0], ["look, I'm gonna open up my phone,", 3154.76, 3156.34, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3156.573, "end": 3161.484, "text": "I can open up my email, I want you to have access to, you can check in with me.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["I can open up my email, I want you to have access to,", 3156.57, 3159.87, 1.0], ["you can check in with me.", 3160.28, 3161.48, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3161.759, "end": 3164.369, "text": "And this is the part where to the emotionally immature person,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And this is the part where", 3161.76, 3162.68, 1.0], ["to the emotionally immature person,", 3162.68, 3164.37, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3164.844, "end": 3168.324, "text": "I can only imagine if they're thinking, oh, I'm gonna be this kept person", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["I can only imagine if they're thinking,", 3164.84, 3166.32, 1.0], ["oh, I'm gonna be this kept person", 3166.32, 3168.32, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3168.324, "end": 3171.049, "text": "that I'm gonna be under a lock and key or on a leash.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["that I'm gonna be under a lock and key or on a leash.", 3168.32, 3171.05, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3171.481, "end": 3175.084, "text": "But that's when there's an unhealthy view of this or unhealthy relationship happening.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["But that's when there's an unhealthy view of this", 3171.48, 3173.48, 1.0], ["or unhealthy relationship happening.", 3173.48, 3175.08, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3175.084, "end": 3179.964, "text": "I have people to this day that when they would go travel, They would take pictures of themselves,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["I have people to this day that when they would go travel,", 3175.08, 3178.45, 1.0], ["They would take pictures of themselves,", 3178.52, 3179.96, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3179.964, "end": 3181.626, "text": "pictures of the people that were around them.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["pictures of the people that were around them.", 3179.96, 3181.63, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3181.689, "end": 3184.588, "text": "Thank goodness to how easy things are with a phone these days.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Thank goodness to how easy things are", 3181.69, 3183.32, 1.0], ["with a phone these days.", 3183.32, 3184.59, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3184.644, "end": 3189.089, "text": "And it wasn't, okay guys, I have to take a picture because my wife doesn't trust me,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And it wasn't, okay guys, I have to take a picture", 3184.64, 3187.4, 1.0], ["because my wife doesn't trust me,", 3187.4, 3189.09, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3189.204, "end": 3193.324, "text": "but it's more of just snapping a little picture of hey, let me get all of us in here to capture the moment,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["but it's more of just snapping a little picture", 3189.2, 3190.84, 1.0], ["of hey, let me get all of us in here to capture the moment,", 3190.84, 3193.32, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3193.324, "end": 3199.073, "text": "or sneaking a quick picture, just, I don't know, at the side of the table or whatever that looks like,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["or sneaking a quick picture,", 3193.32, 3195.24, 1.0], ["just, I don't know, at the side of the table", 3195.24, 3197.8, 1.0], ["or whatever that looks like,", 3197.8, 3199.07, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3199.204, "end": 3202.644, "text": "but doing it from a way of saying, hey, I just want you to know here's where I'm at", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["but doing it from a way of saying,", 3199.2, 3200.48, 1.0], ["hey, I just want you to know here's where I'm at", 3200.48, 3202.64, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3202.644, "end": 3205.419, "text": "and here's the group of people I'm with and just thinking about you.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["and here's the group of people I'm with", 3202.64, 3204.4, 1.0], ["and just thinking about you.", 3204.48, 3205.42, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3205.724, "end": 3209.056, "text": "So it doesn't have to be this heavy, Okay, here you go, you happy now?", "confidence": 0.96, "timestamps": [["So it doesn't have to be this heavy,", 3205.72, 3207.22, 1.0], ["Okay, here you go, you happy now?", 3207.48, 3209.06, 0.9215868711471558]]}, {"start": 3210.118, "end": 3216.924, "text": "And in that scenario, again, telling her what you're doing and going to do to absolutely make certain that this won't happen again.", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["And in that scenario, again, telling her what you're doing and going to do to absolutely make certain that this won't happen again.", 3210.12, 3216.92, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3217.248, "end": 3219.969, "text": "How are you going to be aware that something like this is brewing again?", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["How are you going to be aware that something like this is brewing again?", 3217.25, 3219.97, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3220.318, "end": 3226.969, "text": "And share this with her, figure it out with her. And that's the part that's going to probably need to be done in couples therapy and with a lot of discomfort.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And share this with her, figure it out with her.", 3220.32, 3221.97, 1.0], ["And that's the part that's going to probably need to be done in couples therapy and with a lot of discomfort.", 3222.08, 3226.97, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3227.682, "end": 3234.969, "text": "And then the fifth thing she says is finally apologize all over again for the issue that you've caused and the things that happened that could have been prevented,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And then the fifth thing she says is finally apologize all over again for the issue that you've caused and the things that happened that could have been prevented,", 3227.68, 3234.97, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3235.145, "end": 3235.969, "text": "whether you caused it or not.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["whether you caused it or not.", 3235.15, 3235.97, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3236.63, "end": 3239.649, "text": "And then if she's ready, hold her gently and lovingly, let it all sink in.", "confidence": 0.99, "timestamps": [["And then if she's ready, hold her gently and lovingly, let it all sink in.", 3236.63, 3239.65, 0.9911900758743286]]}, {"start": 3240.402, "end": 3243.904, "text": "But he says, but Sue Johnson says, the apology must match the size of the injury because", "confidence": 0.99, "timestamps": [["But he says, but Sue Johnson says, the apology must match the size of the injury because", 3240.4, 3243.9, 0.9911900758743286]]}, {"start": 3244.189, "end": 3247.955, "text": "we don't cure infections with aspirin, we don't cure attachment injuries with a quick", "confidence": 0.99, "timestamps": [["we don't cure infections with aspirin, we don't cure attachment injuries with a quick", 3244.19, 3247.96, 0.9911900758743286]]}, {"start": 3248.018, "end": 3251.169, "text": "and pitiful, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done it, but now you need to get over it.", "confidence": 0.99, "timestamps": [["and pitiful, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done it, but now you need to get over it.", 3248.02, 3251.17, 0.9911900758743286]]}, {"start": 3251.934, "end": 3255.607, "text": "And remember that also healing takes time and it takes consistency.", "confidence": 0.99, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["And remember that also healing takes time and it takes consistency.", 3251.93, 3255.61, 0.9911900758743286]]}, {"start": 3256.309, "end": 3259.089, "text": "So these things need to be repeated and be patient.", "confidence": 0.99, "timestamps": [["So these things need to be repeated and be patient.", 3256.31, 3259.09, 0.9911900758743286]]}, {"start": 3259.089, "end": 3263.009, "text": "And I love this concept where she says, you will know when the injury is healed because", "confidence": 0.99, "timestamps": [["And I love this concept where she says, you will know when the injury is healed because", 3259.09, 3263.01, 0.9911900758743286]]}, {"start": 3263.009, "end": 3267.849, "text": "you will see or hear the trigger and the gun won't fire. That at that point, the healing", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["you will see or hear the trigger and the gun won't fire. That at that point, the healing", 3263.01, 3267.85, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3267.849, "end": 3272.829, "text": "will be complete. So the concept here is that when somebody has the right tools, and if", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["will be complete. So the concept here is that when somebody has the right tools, and if", 3267.85, 3272.83, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3272.829, "end": 3277.209, "text": "the wife feels like she can go to him and express any trigger, and this is where I tell", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["the wife feels like she can go to him and express any trigger, and this is where I tell", 3272.83, 3277.21, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3277.209, "end": 3281.689, "text": "my clients, and this is how long I've been talking about this concept, if it'll be dated", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["my clients, and this is how long I've been talking about this concept, if it'll be dated", 3277.21, 3281.69, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3281.689, "end": 3286.329, "text": "here, trust me, but I would say, okay, I want the wife in this scenario to be the trigger", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["here, trust me, but I would say, okay, I want the wife in this scenario to be the trigger", 3281.69, 3286.33, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3286.329, "end": 3290.629, "text": "release valve. That when she feels a trigger, that that is too much for her to carry around", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["release valve. That when she feels a trigger, that that is too much for her to carry around", 3286.33, 3290.63, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3290.629, "end": 3294.469, "text": "continually and just sit on it because if she feels like she can't bring it up", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["continually and just sit on it because if she feels like she can't bring it up", 3290.63, 3294.47, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3294.469, "end": 3297.189, "text": "to her spouse then that would be really difficult and it's gonna it's gonna", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["to her spouse then that would be really difficult and it's gonna it's gonna", 3294.47, 3297.19, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3297.189, "end": 3300.829, "text": "drive her crazy. But being able to express a trigger and have the husband", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["drive her crazy. But being able to express a trigger and have the husband", 3297.19, 3300.83, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3300.829, "end": 3305.389, "text": "have this tool but the key parts again to the tool are he has to be willing", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["have this tool but the key parts again to the tool are he has to be willing", 3300.83, 3305.39, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3305.389, "end": 3310.669, "text": "want to hear her and want to heal this attachment injury and he needs to be", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["want to hear her and want to heal this attachment injury and he needs to be", 3305.39, 3310.67, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3310.669, "end": 3315.709, "text": "doing the work so that then he can be sincere and genuine about saying that he", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["doing the work so that then he can be sincere and genuine about saying that he", 3310.67, 3315.71, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3315.709, "end": 3319.669, "text": "understands and this isn't gonna happen again. But then over time if the wife", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["understands and this isn't gonna happen again. But then over time if the wife", 3315.71, 3319.67, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3319.669, "end": 3323.809, "text": "knows in this scenario again. And I have people where the wife is the emotionally", "confidence": 0.94, "timestamps": [["knows in this scenario again. And I have people where the wife is the emotionally", 3319.67, 3323.81, 0.9369639158248901]]}, {"start": 3323.809, "end": 3326.806, "text": "immature and the husband is the one that has been betrayed.", "confidence": 0.86, "timestamps": [["immature and the husband is the one that has been betrayed.", 3323.81, 3326.81, 0.85771644115448]]}, {"start": 3328.3, "end": 3336.62, "text": "Over time the person that oh the dated concept So I say that the the wife in this scenario would be the trigger release valve and the husband would be the attachment injury", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["Over time the person that oh the dated concept", 3328.3, 3331.18, 0.9951415061950684], ["So I say that the the wife in this scenario would be the trigger release valve and the husband would be the attachment injury", 3331.18, 3336.62, 0.9951415061950684]]}, {"start": 3336.7, "end": 3343.5, "text": "Apology ninja because I think there was a time there probably in the mid 2000s early 2000s where everything was a something ninja", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Apology ninja because I think there was a time there probably in the mid 2000s early 2000s where everything was a something ninja", 3336.7, 3343.5, 0.9951415061950684]]}, {"start": 3343.676, "end": 3348.22, "text": "I'm a ninja about it. Whatever it is, and I literally just did my hands in an embarrassing way.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["I'm a ninja about it. Whatever it is, and I literally just did my hands in an embarrassing way.", 3343.68, 3348.22, 0.9951415061950684]]}, {"start": 3349.6, "end": 3354.54, "text": "But in that scenario then if the wife knows that I can express a trigger to my husband and then my husband is gonna,", "confidence": 1.0, "newpara": true, "timestamps": [["But in that scenario then if the wife knows that I can express a trigger to my husband and then my husband is gonna,", 3349.6, 3354.54, 0.9951415061950684]]}, {"start": 3355.019, "end": 3358.98, "text": "to meet me with this attachment injury apology and mean it, and we're going to feel like", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["to meet me with this attachment injury apology and mean it, and we're going to feel like", 3355.02, 3358.98, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3358.98, "end": 3364.652, "text": "this is a connecting moment, then over time, she knows that if she expresses a trigger,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["this is a connecting moment, then over time, she knows that if she expresses a trigger,", 3358.98, 3364.65, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3364.86, "end": 3368.54, "text": "then he's going to go right through the list and apologize, sincerely go through the attachment", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["then he's going to go right through the list and apologize, sincerely go through the attachment", 3364.86, 3368.54, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3368.54, "end": 3370.26, "text": "injury apology concept.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["injury apology concept.", 3368.54, 3370.26, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3370.54, "end": 3375.679, "text": "And so then at that point, she'll think to herself, okay, I know he's going to be there for me.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And so then at that point, she'll think to herself, okay, I know he's going to be there", 3370.54, 3374.82, 1.0], ["for me.", 3374.82, 3375.68, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3375.82, "end": 3379.145, "text": "So I'm going to sit through this one. I'm going to breathe through this one and I'm going to be okay.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["So I'm going to sit through this one.", 3375.82, 3376.82, 1.0], ["I'm going to breathe through this one and I'm going to be okay.", 3376.82, 3379.15, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3380.163, "end": 3384.96, "text": "So I wanted to go into that detail because you can see that we are so far from somebody", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["So I wanted to go into that detail because you can see that we are so far from somebody", 3380.16, 3384.96, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3384.96, "end": 3386.059, "text": "using the right tools.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["using the right tools.", 3384.96, 3386.06, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3386.58, "end": 3390.9, "text": "And then if a husband in this scenario just says, well, I didn't know, but I feel like", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["And then if a husband in this scenario just says, well, I didn't know, but I feel like", 3386.58, 3390.9, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3390.9, "end": 3395.14, "text": "what can be really difficult is the version of I didn't know is man, I'm so sorry.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["what can be really difficult is the version of I didn't know is man, I'm so sorry.", 3390.9, 3395.14, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3395.286, "end": 3400.86, "text": "Yeah, we can talk about it. Maybe we got to go to therapy versus the look, I don't want to talk about this and I need", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Yeah, we can talk about it.", 3395.29, 3396.14, 1.0], ["Maybe we got to go to therapy versus the look, I don't want to talk about this and I need", 3396.14, 3400.86, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3400.86, "end": 3401.822, "text": "you to not bring it up.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["you to not bring it up.", 3400.86, 3401.82, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3402.18, "end": 3406.54, "text": "That that's not a way for healing and that is not going to allow the relationship to", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["That that's not a way for healing and that is not going to allow the relationship to", 3402.18, 3406.54, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3406.54, "end": 3414.335, "text": "to move forward anytime soon in a way that will be helpful or help the person that feels betrayed to feel safe.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["to move forward anytime soon in a way that will be helpful", 3406.54, 3410.48, 1.0], ["or help the person that feels betrayed to feel safe.", 3410.48, 3414.33, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3415.42, "end": 3419.18, "text": "Okay, added a little bit extra on there. We'll call that bonus, I guess.", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["Okay, added a little bit extra on there.", 3415.42, 3417.14, 1.0], ["We'll call that bonus, I guess.", 3417.14, 3419.18, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3419.18, "end": 3424.54, "text": "But if you have questions, I do appreciate the examples. When people hear episodes and they share their own examples,", "confidence": 1.0, "timestamps": [["But if you have questions, I do appreciate the examples.", 3419.18, 3421.98, 1.0], ["When people hear episodes and they share their own examples,", 3421.98, 3424.54, 1.0]]}, {"start": 3424.54, "end": 3426.956, "text": "that would be wonderful. and then we will see you next week.", "confidence": 0.9, "timestamps": [["that would be wonderful.", 3424.54, 3425.16, 1.0], ["and then we will see you next week.", 3425.7, 3426.96, 0.8052019476890564]]}, {"start": 3426.96, "end": 3462.609, "text": "Music.", "newpara": true}]